Monday, June 8, 2020
1:50 p.m
5 months later
Five months later. Five months since mines and Grayson's breakup incident. Five months later of carrying mines and Ethan's baby.
I was four months pregnant when the incident happened, now it's five months later. Add that together, four plus five is nine. I'm nine months today and suppose too be due too give birth too my beautiful baby boy.
That's right! Me and Gra- Ethan are having a healthy baby boy. I'm so greatful too be giving birth too this creation that we made, I've always wanted a baby.
Now today I'll be meeting up with Ethan. He's coming over too my apartment I have here in L.A. I decided that if I was gonna have a baby, I have too get my own place and not stay with my parents. I mean there's nothing wrong at the house I grew up in, the thing is I would have too share a room with my 16 year old sister, no thank you.
Me and Ethan have been staying in contact everyday. He checks up on me through FaceTime calls or text messages. We meet up together maybe 2 or 4 times a month so he knows how his baby is doing.
I haven't spoken too Grayson in five months. It's so crazy because I use too sleep next too him every night. But it's nobody else's fault but mines, and Ethan's but mostly mines.
He blocked me on almost every social media platform. He had Ethan return all the Christmas, Valentine's Day, Anniversary and birthday gifts back too me.
The thing is he never once did ask for the promise ring back, Ethan has also told me he still wears his on his pinky finger just like me. Weird...
I miss him
He was there for me when my parents kicked my out when they found out that I was pregnant. I still appreciate him for that and many more things.
Anyways, enough sad stories for today, I'm gonna make myself cry.
Ethan texted me saying he's pulling into my apartments right now, I was finished with my makeup as I made my way downstairs. I live alone, I have some friends that come visit me weekly because of my pregnancy and just to simply check up on me.
"Y/n!"
I smiled too myself knowing that was Ethan's voice, I gave him a spare key too my home just in case like one day I can't make it too the door when my water breaks or something like that.
"Heyy," I said walking towards him. He embraced me into a hug, being real gentle when our stomach's touch.
"Oh my gosh," he combed his fingers through his hair, slightly backing away to get a better look at my pregnant belly.
He had this beautiful smile on his face, "Damn." He looked up at me and smile wider, I had no choice but too smile back at him. Seeing him so happy makes me happy too.
"Just a couple more days, that's so crazy."
"It definitely is, E."
"Wow, I- can I hug you again?"
I laughed at how adorably shy he was being. He then brought me in for another hug, I missed this kind of affection.
When we pulled away, I seen a figure behind him. I adjusted my eyesight more on the figure and came too realize that it was Grayson.
I slightly backed away from Ethan and looked at him, very confusingly.
"Oh, yeah sorry I didn't let you know before hand that he was coming. It was last minute and right after we're done here we have a meeting, I'm rea-
"Ethan! Your fine." I laughed at his slight nervousness. "It's fine, you don't have too explain yourself too me."
"Oh okay, well thanks for understanding." Ethan got out of the way, I can now see Grayson.
I looked back over at Ethan, "I finished the nursery yesterday." I smiled at him.
"Really?!" He asked excitedly, he's so adorable.
"I thought we were gonna finish it together?"
"You see, in quarantine I have nothing to do at all and it gets lonely here. So, I finished by myself, sorry E." I went in to hug him.
"It's okay," he wrapped his arms around me. "Can I see it?"
"Of course." I begin walking with him, stopping right when I was in front of the stairs. "What's wrong?" He looked concerned at me.
"Can I stay down here? Those stairs are kinda killing my back and legs." I laughed making him chuckle, kissing my forehead. Then heading too the nursery upstairs.
I turned around smiling, hitting into someone's chest. Obviously Grayson, he was the only other person here besides me and Ethan.
The impact on his chest literally scared me, it was unexpected. Plus my sore back and big belly bump, I went sorta stumbling back.
"Woah woah woah," Grayson's first instinct I guess was too catch me before I hit the floor, and that's exactly what he did.
That's lowkey embarrassing but I have no time to be embarrassed. "Can you help me to the couch?"
"Yeah, of course." He placed one of his hands on my hips walking us to the couch. "Are you okay baby?"
I couldn't help but to smile through the pain. Pain from me almost falling on the floor and a pained smile from losing someone that meant the world to me.
My eyes begin to tear up and he noticed.
"Hey, no no no please don't- why are you crying?" He tucked a piece of my curly hair behind my ear, kissing my cheek.
"Hmm?" He wiped my falling tears away.
"I miss you."
authors note: sorry I haven't been updating. I've been literally geeked over my boyfriend and we've been together a lot so it's kinda hard for me too update. I'm also thinking about ending this book, but I don't want to. I can't find time to write and publish anymore😭😭 opinions?
Also my birthday is June 15😜
