Thursday, January 9, 2020
9:45Scrolling through my insta news feed and seeing posts and videos my friend Taylor Giavasis has shared with her and her new born baby, Malakai. He's so precious I swear;
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Taylor Giavasis Cheers to 2020🎉🌲🐻🐾😚𝗩𝗶𝗲𝘄 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝟯𝟮𝟲 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀
Grayson Dolan He's the cutest
Nash Grier 🥰I smile to myself seeing Grayson interacting and commenting on Taylor's posts, she's my bestfriend. I still can't be believe she had a baby, a healthy beautiful baby boy.
I don't know what it is, but I think I've been having baby fever... Call me crazy but I've been sort of jealous that Taylor has had a baby before me. I've always dreamed about the perfect family, perfect husband that I can have beautiful babies with. That man being Grayson.
Yes we've talked about our future already and how we both want kids, but we both think we're to young, mind you I'm 22 and he's 23. So we've just kept too our self and are enjoying life.
But I really want a baby, and I know Grayson would be the best father he could be too our baby if we had a baby. I mean have you seen his YouTube videos with Elle? He's so good with kids, and it's so attractive.
I come across another insta photo of Taylor and her baby;
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Taylor Giavasis First time at the beach💛𝗩𝗶𝗲𝘄 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝟯𝟮𝟲 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀
Y/n Awe🥺 my babies
Ethan Dolan He looks so comfortable
Taylor Giavasis @ethandolan he is🥰
Nash Grier 😆"Hey, baby," Yes that is what I want, Grayson said entering his bedroom, I spend the night often at his and Ethan's house. Currently he just got out of the shower. He came into the room with only his Calvin Klein boxers on.
I want too tell him that I want a baby, I'm just scared that he's gonna reject me and tell me we need to wait more longer and then I'm going to be embarrassed...
"Hey, Gray." I said getting up from my comfortable spot on his bed and walking over to him. When I reached him I wrapped my arms around the back of his neck, too do so I had to stand on my tippy toes.
"The water was warm, you should've got in with me." I pulled away from him seeing that damn smirk on his face.
"Right..." I said laughing making him laugh along with me.
"So," I said getting out of his grasp and sitting on his bed, "I need to talk too you."
He paused what he was doing which was picking out his clothes in his closet and peeked his head out looking at me.
"Wait, are you like breaking up with me?" He asked, hurt written all over his face. I felt so bad, "What? No!" I said laughing.
"No, I'm not Grayson." I said reassuring him.
"Oh okay," He said sighing while walking over to me sitting down with just his sweats on, without a shirt. "Then what is it?" He asked with his jaw clenched.
Y/n just f.ucking tell him already.
I couldn't look at him in the eyes, but he moved closer to me. "So you know my bestfriend Taylor?" I asked.
"Yes, why what happened?" He asked moving me curly/wavy hair from my neck, he moved his face closer to my neck planting a kiss there. "Nothing it's j-just... mm," I answered.
"It's just what?" He asked planting another kiss on my neck.
"It's just... you know how she had her baby and everything?" He nodded, now sucking on my neck, I begin leaning back a little catching myself on my left hand. He then placed his hand on my thigh, I Closed my eyes for a brief moment then opened them back up.
"G-Gray.." I begin stuttering, I placed my hand on his cheek and jawline trying to tell him too stop, "We really have to talk."
I lightly pulled his face away looking at him before pecking his lips. He pecked my lips again one last time before saying;
"Okay, I'm ready now." He said making me laugh. I finally had the guts to now look at him and speak;
"I want to have a baby."
I was so scared to hear his answer I don't even know what I was thinking with this. Do I actually think he will want a baby at this age?
"Y/n..."
I looked up at him to find him staring at me, feeling very regretful of my words. "I'm sorry that was so stupid of me to ask, just forget I nev-
"I want to have a baby, with you."
"For real?" I ask while looking at him making contact.
"Yea for real." He said going in to kiss my cheek making me smile widely.
"I really really love you and I want to finally start a family with you, I mean we're twenty three I think we kinda are ready for a baby. You've had baby experience when you babysat and I haven't but you can teach me, right?"
I got up and stood in between his legs taking his hands in mines, "Of course I can teach you, Grayson."
"Great then let's get started!"
authors note: I hope there aren't any typos😬