Yellow Hearts ( Shinsou x Kaminari ) 💛💛

Just a crush, right?

• the person you are most afraid to love, love them •

Shinsou's pov
I looked around our school library for the two girls, it shouldn't be hard to spot them. And I was right, in the center I saw Momo pointing to Tsuyus text book. They both had such concentrated faces but one could clearly see the distress on Tsuyus face. Quietly, I made my way to them holding my breath because talking about this now seems extremely nerve racking. I was fine before but now? Now I feel very light headed and weak. What the fuck is wrong with me, I groaned internally.

They didn't notice my presence for a little bit so I cleared my throat. " Uh- Hey guys." God this was so awkward.

They both looked up and smiled. " Hey Shinsou!" Tsuyu said.

" Good morning Shinsou." Momo Followed.

I smiled back, " good Morning to you too," I rubbed the back of my neck and began to feel my face blush. My palms were so clammy and has my heartbeat always been this loud? " I wanted to talk to you guys about something... but it can wait if your busy" I quickly added towards the end since they were obviously concentrated on studying.

" Well actually-" Momo started but Tsuyu quickly cut her off.

" What do you wanna talk about Shinsou?" Tsuyu smiled and closed her book because it seemed like she was done with her studies. Or maybe she had completely given up on trying because, me too Tsuyu, me too.

Momo gave both of us a look, "Tsuyu don't you think we should continue to study? We've been at for awhile now and you just started understanding the foundations." To be honest, it sounded a lot more harsh then she probably meant it. Momo was just a good voice of reason which is why she thought we could probably save this conversation for lunch or a break.

The green haired girl sighed, " I'm not gonna get better at calc in-" she looked at her phone to check the time," in 7 minutes, so why not listen to our friend." I continued to awkwardly stand and smile, i probably should have sat down to save myself some trouble but I'm bad at reading social cues.

Momo just laughed in response, " Sure, I guess your right, we did make some decent progress today," she paused and there was a moment of silence before she looked up and Remembered about me, " Oh! Right! Shinsou! What do you wanna talk about?"

3rd person Pov
      Shinsou gulped, actually talking about his feelings was difficult but he'd rather do it with these two then the whole group. Especially around Midoriya and Todoroki, they would make this a bigger deal then it was. He probably just liked him for his music and he's just confusing his feeling of 'love' with infatuation. He clearly just liked the idea of this boy and not actually him, even though he did have cute hair, adorable eyes, and such a kind smile. Shinsou shook his head to any thought of him and continued with his friends.
    " So Yesterday I was working on my project when I found out about this guy named Denki Kaminari. He has a YouTube channel and website and I started watching him and... I don't know I got this feeling deep in my stomach that I just can't get rid of. He just so intriguing and he seems so genuine and not to mention cute. So basically what I'm asking of you guys is to tell me I'm insane for liking a guy I know absolutely nothing about and that this isn't actually me liking him but it's the idea of him that I like... cause I don't think I'm gay? Trust me, I know there's nothing wrong with it but I don't know, everything is so confusing and if I am gay what do I do?"
    Shinsou stopped talking and looked at the two girls. They're eyes were extremely wide, it looked like they were in shock. They looked at eachother then back at Shinsou then back at eachother until Momo broke the silence.
    " To be honest Shinsou, it's just sounds like a crush." Tsuyu was fast to agree.
     " Yeah kinda like how someone has a crush on a celebrity, they know they can never have him but it doesn't stop them from loving them."
     Shinsou sighed, maybe he actually was over thinking but it still doesn't help the feeling in his stomach. He saw this man today at the train station!
He blushed and started to rub the back of his neck, " I guess I should also add that I saw him today, he uh he was on a train going to Tokyo and I can't describe the feeling I felt when I saw him."
     Tsuyu just smiled, " It seems like a crush Shinsou, a really big one. And about you being gay or not, i think that's something that you will find out over time and experience. I mean I'm not a lesbian but I still have crushes on female celebrities but I know I like guys and i only like these girls because I love the idea of them and how they make me feel because, like you with this boy, I really like their music or the character they play in a show, but it doenst necessarily mean I want to be their girlfriend.... I don't feel the most qualified to talk about sexuality like this so maybe you should talk to Midoriya or Todoroki because you know, they're actually gay." Shinsou knew she was right but just didn't want to admit it. What if this feeling is just a fluke? Shinsou's life was not a romantic movie, love wasn't just gonna fall from the sky for him. He'll have to work for it, learn and experience it. If it was with Kaminari then so be it, but if its not, then that's just how life is.

     Shinsou looked at the two girls and took a deep breath, " I think I'm calming down now, thank you." In response to his genuine words the girls stood up and gave him a hug together.
    " Of course Shinsou! We're your friends!"
    Momo agreed with Tsuyu right away, " You can trust us with anything! And this guy you have crush on, tell us more about him during lunch! I'd love to know more."
     Shinsou stood still as he could as he received the hug since he couldn't hug back since they locked his arms down via tight hug. " What would I do without you guys..." and just to ruin the best friend moment they were having the 5 minute bell rung.

    They let go of the hug and picked their stuff up, " Let's head to class now Shinsou, Kay?" Tsuyu said while Momo patted him on the back and together they made their way to their first period.

  Shinsou knew he liked being alone, and he relished in it but he did have to admit without his friends he would be lost. So yes, he could only live with his bed, cat and computer, but his life would be so much less fun and ten times more difficult without them.

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Words: 1292

I feel like the girls are totally ooc, especially Momo but whatever yah know? Like Always I hoped you liked it. And I can't wait until the next chapter. This one was a bit shorter and was difficult to write for whatever reason but I got it done. So yay! Already three parts, *wipes tear* so proud of myself 😂😂

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* Also happy New Year's Eve! So many holidays >•<*

* Omg and I tried to draw Denki, but I did it without a reference and my dumbass switched his bangs so now it looks like him but something looks insanely off!*

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