Mistakes || H.S. ||

chapter 38

Harry's POV

I rubbed my eyes, still puffy from yesterday. I didn't sleep at all last night, maybe about 3 hours.

Today we have rehearsals and I don't want to fucking go. There's no use, my life is a joke. I could give two shits about singing infront of everybody. I love my fans and singing, but we have done this for 4 years! I'm getting old, I have a life. Zoe is all I need right now. In my arms, cuddling with me, watching movies. I would always look at her and she wouldn't notice. I love when she giggles, because her nose crinkles up and she has a little crease between her eyes, and another thing I love about her, is kissing her. Everytime I'm not around her, I crave feeling her lips on mine.

I groaned, noticing the sunlight peeking through the curtain. I'm not in the mood. I'm staying in my bed all day.

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I heard knocking on the hotel door and I really didn't feel like opening it, they will eventually leave.

"Come on mate. We need to leave." I heard Louis yell from the hallway. Still don't know how they found my room.

"You can't hind in there forever." Niall said through the door.

Yeah I can.

"Forget it, let him be alone. Instead of staying in the room and coming to rehearsals he needs to be finding Zoe. Leave him alone." Liam shouted.

See. This is why Liam is my favorite.

After Liam said that, I didn't hear anybody for atleast 4 hours.

ZOES POV

"Madison!" I shouted walking downstairs dressed in an outfit of hers.

"Yes?" Madison said peeking around the corner in the kitchen.

"Harry is at rehearsals right now, so I'm heading to the hotel to get my things. See you later." I yelled running out the door, jumping in her car.

She let me use it, since she didn't want me spending some money on a taxi. So I took her offer.

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When I pulled up to the hotel they were staying at, I got scared to walk in there. To see Harry's things. It will make me miss him and want him even more! Why do things have to be this way...

I jumped out of the drivers seat, and headed towards the lobby. I still have my room key. I go over to room 114 and I don't bother knocking because I know Harry isn't here.

I slide my key in and it makes a clicking noise. When I walk it's really dark so I turn the light on.

"Ugh. Turn the fucking light off. I told you to leave me alone." He raised up noticing it was me.

My eyes went wide, No! Why did I come?

"Zoe! Babe, please let me talk to you." Harry said rushing out of bed, his hair all tangled up, his eyes were really red from crying I can tell, it looks like he's been in bed for the last 2 days.

"No. Don't come near me." I demanded.

"Just let me explain please." Harry cried getting frustrated. "Please baby."

I almost cried at the sight of him, maybe I should hear him out?

He was staring at me, with those eyes. They were all puffy and red. He had dried tears down his cheeks. Maybe he feels bad for me.

I sat down on the other side of the room in the chair. "Explain." I said crossing my arms.

"Wh- really?" He said.

I nodded..

Harry's POV.

I explained to her everything to when she fell asleep and to the part where she ran out of the hotel. She looked at me, like she didn't believe me. And I don't doubt she won't believe me. It was worth a shot.

"Please baby, say something." I said rubbing my eyes.

She looked up at me. "Why should I believe that?" She said.

"Because I'm in fucking love with you! I can't take being away from you from a minute. I crave your lips on mine every second of the day." She stood up walking towards me. "I love you Zoe Marie Barker. You are smart, athletic, amazing, beautiful, sexy, sweet, etc. I could name more. I could get a million girls in this world and I chose you. Zoe just pl-" and I got cut off by a pair of lips on mine. I was surprised. What?

"What was that?" I asked.

"I forgive you Harry. I love you forever and always." She said laying her head in the crook of my neck. I rubbed her back, "I love you to more than anything. I'm so sorry."

"Don't ever mention that again." I nodded. She raised up from sitting in my lap. She was crying in my shoulder and she was smiling.

"Let me call Madison, tell her I'm fine." She said grabbing my phone.

I'm so glad I have my girl back. She was gone for almost two days and I couldn't live with myself. I love her with all my heart. She's amazingly beautiful. I can never get her out of my mind. She's my everything.

She walked back in here crashing onto the bed. "I have to take Madison her car in the morning." She said. I nodded. I walked over to her and laid down next to her wrapping my arms around her waist.

"I missed you." She mumbled into the pillow, turning her head to look at me.

"And I missed you more." I smiled back at her kissing her forehead.

"Will you cuddle with me and watch some movies?" She asked grabbing the remote.

"Don't have to ask me twice." I said.

She laid her head on my chest, putting my arm around her shoulder. She had her arm around my waist secured safely. She turned on The Best Of Me. One of the saddest movies ever.

Halfway through the movie, the part where Dawson shot his cousin Bobby. My eyes were drooping and I couldn't keep awake, I know Zoe was wide awake because she just finished reading this book and never seen the movie.