Mistakes || H.S. ||

chapter 75 & AUTHORS NOTE

My heels clicked against the tile floor in these creepy hallways of the hospital. I needed to tell Nathan something today.

I made my way to Nathan's room, he should be getting released soon. Most likely he will be put in some type of rehab. In my opinion, he should go to rehab. He needs to after putting all these addictive drugs into his system.

I came up to his room, slightly knocking on the door. I clutched my purse tighter, frightened about what's going to happen. A nurse came up to the door letting me in. "You must be his girlfriend.." The nurse smiled. I shook my head replying, "No he's a friend." I assured. She nodded, looking at the computer once more.

Nathan stirred in his sleep, opening his eyes slowly. He must've heard us talking. He smiled when he noticed me standing across the room.

"Zoe." He whispered. I smiled, sitting down beside his bed. The nurse walked towards the door.

"I'll let you two be alone." She smiled leaving the room.

Nathan tried sitting up, but it didn't work out to well. I stood up helping him sit up against the bed.

"I'm so happy you came back.." He said grabbing my hand. My expression dropped.
"Eh-h Nathan, that's what I need to talk to you about." I sighed.

He raised his eyebrows, "What?" He asked nervously.

I rubbed my thumb against the palm of his hand. "I'm going back to London, I can't stay here anymore." I replied. He dropped his head, pulling his hand away. He sighed loudly.

"I figured this, I'm in this fucking hell hole, and you just leave to go back to Harry." He responded. I shook my head, "No, No!" I shouted.

Nathan glared at me, "Yes it is Zoe! Just admit it.."

I couldn't lie to him, part of the reason why I want to leave is to see Harry. None of them knew I was coming up here! Carly is the only one, and I told her not to open her big mouth. So far they don't know cause I haven't got a single phone call from none of the boys.

The other part I'm leaving is because of school. I've missed ALOT of class!

"Nathan....."

He gripped the blanket strong, I could see anger in his deep, hazel eyes.

"Don't! I've been there for you for weeks, back when Harry wanted nothing to do with you! He made you leave." He snapped. I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah, you're the reason why the love of my life left me! I cheated on him with you! I couldn't lie to him, Nathan. It would've killed me. You're the reason I'm in this situation. You need some fucking help." I shouted. Nathan was took back on what I said. I didn't want to say it, but I had to. I've had all this anger built up inside me, now I could finally just let it all out.

He turned his back to me, "First Harry made you leave, now I'm kicking you out if my life. Just don't ever see me again." He said quietly..

I picked my purse up, walking out of the door.

My heart just broken into pieces, they way he looked at me when he said that. It hurt bad, just like the time when Harry kicked me out for cheating on him.

I couldn't take it, I wanted to cry. But, I just couldn't! I couldn't let myself cry over Nathan... Hopefully he will do better without me, maybe go to rehab....

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Carly's POV

Zoe's been gone for the whole week visiting up on Nathan. Yeah, Nathan and I were friends. I was always close with them, because Nathan, Trey, Zoe, and I were the closest of friends. We were never apart. Zoe always had a lot of friends, but in particular us four were never apart back in high school.