Mistakes || H.S. ||

chapter 65

Zoe's POV.

Why did it hurt me? I should not be heartbroken about this! I cheated on him, we're done.. He doesn't want me back nor does he love me. I lost that privilege a long time ago. Ugh, it hurts so bad.

Why am I heartbroken once again? Cause a picture of Harry and Kendall Jenner is all over the Internet. Yep. Once again. They were seen at the British Awards, all over each other.

A tear escaped my eye. I really miss him.. Sure. I like nathan, he's been amazing to me ... It's just Harry was the one I truly was inlove with.

And it was killing me to look at the magazine I had in my hand seeing Harry and Kendall sitting beside each other and having his arm around her waist.

I slammed the magazine on the kitchen counter, rummaging my hands through my hair. "Just why..." I mumbled to myself.. I needed someone to talk to. Badly.

Who knows where Nathan disappeared. He's been gone for hours at a day. No clue where he goes, cause he don't know anybody in London. He always comes back saying he was roaming the town. Mhmm sure. & Carly she's still in West Virginia at home. Don't know when she's coming back.

I jumped off the stool in the kitchen and walked towards where my phone was.

I needed a friend, a real friend.

I sat down on the couch, dialing her number.

Ring....

Ring....

"Zoe?" Kelsey's voice rang through the phone.

"Kelsey, I need to talk to you please." I cried.. another tear escaped me eyes.

"Awh, babe. What's wrong?" She asked.

"Uh. It's just I miss him Kels.." I whispered.

"I know... He's pretty banged up himself. He's drinking, partying way too much." I sighed, knowing it's all my fault.

I sniffled, "Where are you guys actually?" I asked, changing the subject.

"In London actually, where are you?" She asked.

"London...." I said with a whisper.

"Oh my. We need to meet up." She offered. I smiled. I really needed a girl time like now.

"Can you come to my apartment tonight? I really need someone." I begged.

"Yesss! Is it alright if Niall comes? He's been begging to see you." I smiled, missing my closest one direction boy, other than Harry..

"Yeah, it's perfectly fine." I agreed.

"Well I'll see you later babes. Txt me the address. Bye love!" She replied, I hung up.

I texted her the address, then sprawled out on the couch, just waiting for them to arrive.

----------

Hours later...

Kelsey and Niall finally showed up, around 4. Nathan still ain't here, I obviously don't care right, he's pissing me off.

I ran to the door hearing them. I smiled, pulling the door open. There stood all of them. My eyes widened. Niall, Kelsey, Zayn, Liam, and Louis. Why did they all come? I thought it was just Niall and Kels?

"Before you slam the door, let us explain!" Louis explained. I nodded, letting them walk in.

"I didn't know they were all coming, I was about to leave and they followed. I'm sorry." Kelsey whispered in my ear. "It's fine.." I smiled.

We all went into the living room, just looking at each other awkwardly.

I was the first to talk, "So, tell me why you all showed up." I said.

Louis spoke up, "Fine, we saw Kels and Niall leaving and we didn't know why they were, cause they never hang out. So we got suspicious, so we followed. Magically, they came here. And we've been looking for you."

"Mhm okay." I replied.

"What's wrong?" Niall asked.

I don't know truthfully, but I guess I don't want to lie to them. "It's just the one person I wanted to see here was Harry."

I sat down onto the floor, so I'm facing everyone.

The only reason Louis and Niall are talking, is because I'm actually closer to them. Zayn and Liam are just distance to me, they really don't know anything.

"But you cheated on him, you don't deserve him! Have you seen him? No! He's been drinking! The lad hasn't came out of his room, crying for days. You broke him ZOE! Don't expect him to come back!" Liam shouted. My eyes widened in fear. I would never expect him to say that.

That hurt pretty bad, but it's the truth.

I did the one thing I've been doing lately, cry.

I put my head into my hands, and just cried. Knowing he was right, and I shouldn't have done this to him.

I sprinted upstairs to my room, I slammed the door shut crying for 10000th time this month.

I could only hear my cries for only a short few minutes, then I heard a light knock.

"Zoe.." A husky voice said. Niall..

"Come on babe. Just let us in.." Then Louis said something.

"No! Harry has to been fine! He was seen with Kendall the other day! He looked fine to me! They need to look at me, I'm hurting not him!" I shouted.

"No, No." They giggled. "Harry was forced to hang out with her yesterday! They said he wasn't getting out, so management made him hang out with Kendall. " My eyes widened, really?

I stood up, cleaning myself up. I unlocked the door, letting them in.

I flopped onto the bed.

"I-I just miss him...." I cried harder.

"Shh don't cry." They tried to soothe me, but it wasn't working.

"Is Nathan here?" I asked.

"Nathan? Who's Nathan?" Louis asked. Oh shit, I'm fucked.

"Just my cousin, he's staying with me for a while." I lied.

"Oh okay." But they don't know, is that I might miss Harry, but I'm actually trying to move on. I kind of like Nathan. I guess you could say, I'm kind of wrecked right now with this..

"Thank you guys though. I really needed this.." I sighed.

"It's fine, love. We will be here for a week. Call us anytime, and don't worry about Liam. He'll come around." I hope so..

"Okay, well I guess I'll see you guys.." They nodded walking downstairs, I followed. They went ahead and went outside while, Liam, Kelsey, and Zayn stayed.

Kelsey walked up first, "I hope we're still up for that girl talk?" I smiled, nodding to the question.

"Sure am. Thanks Kels. Love you!" I shouted to her, walking towards the door.

Zayn just waved, we ain't that close so it doesn't matter.

Next, was Liam. He should just walk away, I'm so pissed, mad, and disappointed at him.

"I'm" Liam tried to apologize to me, but I cut him off.

"It's fine, you were right! I know. It's just I'm still pretty pissed off though." I replied.

"You have all the right to be, but if you need anyone I'm here." I nodded, thinking about that.

"Thanks Li." And we walked though the door yelling a goodbye.

I flopped down on the couch, well that was eventful. Now, just where is Nathan?