Mistakes || H.S. ||

chapter 64

Harry's POV.

It's been 3 weeks. 3 whole fucking weeks til she cheated on me. I don't deserve to feel this pain.

I threw my empty beer bottle against the wall, making a crashing noise. That's all I've turned to too, these past depressing days. Drinking. The boys have tried talking to me, but I don't want to listen. She cheated on me, and I know I did that one time. But I didn't kiss back! She obviously has feelings for Nathan. She wouldn't even talk about him, when we talked to him at Madison's house.

I grabbed another beer, taking the lid off throwing it elsewhere. This is the only way, I won't think about her.

Zoe's POV.

I grabbed the remote of the table, trying to find something decent to watch. I laid my head down, about to fall asleep when I hear someone walking in.

"Hey I'm back!" Nathan shouted. I smiled. For the past 3 weeks Nathan has been staying with me. We came back to London a few days after Harry and I had the fight. Yes. I do miss him like crazyyy. He's all I think about. I miss the way he would cuddle with me all night and we would watch my favorite shows like Pretty Little Liars. Nate won't do that, he hates watching Netflix. And he's way to clingy to my liking.

I don't want to be with Nathan, kinda at all. I really like him, it's just going way to fast. All I've done lately is sit around, and Nate he's like my waiter.

The good thing out of all this, I can catch back up with class and my friends down here, like Carly.

The boys have been texting me things like this,

• Please come back, Harry has been a wreck without you. We miss you.. -Louis xxx.

I surely missed Harry... He's all I think about.. What if he's sitting around broken-hearted? Or drowning away his worries with drinking? Or what if he's at a club making out with other girls? I love Harry with all my fucking heart... I need him so much. Yeah, I fucked up and he ain't gonna forgive me.

His face when I said I kissed Nathan, gave it all away.. His eyes were filled with anger, sadness, and he was confused why I would do that.. I didn't mean to.. Yet, I liked kissing Nathan. Ugh.

I will always love Harry, no matter what. Forever and Always. Yeah, we all make mistakes. But this one was pretty serious.

--------

Nathan came beside me, sitting down on the couch. I covered my face with my blanket, he couldn't see me cry again.

"What's wrong?" Nathan noticed. Shit. He tried to pulling the blanket away, but tears came out faster.

I groaned, but he got it away. "What's wrong?" He sighed, pulling me towards him.

"I-I" I was at a loss for words.

"I-I miss him, Nathan." I cried.

He ran his hands up and down my back, "I know you do..shhh." He cooed, trying to calm me down. Tears pouring out of my eyes. Nathan rubbed his thumb against my cheek, wiping the tear away.

"Come on, let's do something." He said. That's a perfect idea, actually.

"Mhmm?" I mumbled against his chest.

"Let's go shoot some basketball, I know you'd love to." I jumped off the couch, smiling. I kissed Nate on the cheek as a thank you. I ran towards my room, to clean up. I slipped capri black yoga pants, Nike tank-top, w/ tennis shoes. I grabbed a towel, clearing up my tear dried face.

I ran downstairs seeing Nathan at the door waiting. He had a basketball and a Gatorade in his hands.

"Thank you.." I smiled.

His eyebrows furrowed, "What for?"

"For being an amazing friend." And yes I said friend.

He smiled, opening the door for us to walk through.

---------
We made our way to the open gym, thankfully nobody was in there. I threw my phone down on the bleachers, running to get the ball from Nate.

"1 on 1." He smirked. "Game on, big boy." I trash talked.

------

After that aggressive, tiredly game, we sat down to take a break. I giggled, "Haha I beat you!!"

He shook his head in disappointment, "I let you win, babe." I giggled again. I kissed his jawline..

His eyes widened at my random kiss.

"Umm, round 2?" I asked..