Mistakes || H.S. ||

chapter 63

"Really?!" Nathan shouted. He looked at me surprisingly. I nodded. "But how? Since when?" I sat down on the bed, patting for him to sit down next to me.

"Since you called me, you've been stuck in my mind. I got all these flashbacks of when we were in middle and high school. We had so much fun together, yet when you kissed me, I felt butterflies in my stomach. " I smiled.

"What about Harry?" I frowned, when he asked. I shrugged.

"I don't know, I go back with him tomorrow. We will see how it goes." I said truthfully. I was really dreading tomorrow, I needed to tell Harry. We can't lie to each other, he kissed someone else and he still told me. But he didn't kiss back, damn it. I really really want to stay with him. I've been waiting to be with Harry for years. I'm in love with him, he can't leave me. He loves me. Hopefully..

Nathan kissed my head, "It will go perfectly fine, I promise." You are just saying that, because you know Harry will be pissed off. He's glad cause if Harry leaves me I'll go straight to him. Ugh... I threw my suitcase in the floor. I was kind of pissed, I missed the train to Pittsburgh for tonight. The clock read 9:05

"I'm going to bed, g'night Nate." He kissed my forehead again, replying with the same thing.

I closed my eyes, laying down in bed ready for the next day to come.

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I jumped out of bed quickly, the train leaves at 8:45 and it's 7:15 right now. I ran over to my suitcase, grabbing sweatpants, tank top, sweatshirt, socks, etc. I ran to the bathroom changing into my comfortable clothes. I quickly braided my hair to the side. Grabbing my suitcase, I jogged downstairs. There stood Zac, Madison, Devin, and Nate. Madison ran to me first giving me a long hug, whispering into my ear. "Everything will be fine, love. I hope you have a safe trip. Love you Zo." I smiled saying 'love you too'. I walked over to Devin, embracing him into a tight hug. And then Zac, "love you Zac, I'll miss you." I pouted. He said the same thing back. Last, but not least, Nathan. He wrapped his arms around my waist, kissing my cheek. I took a deep breath, still getting chills down my body every time his lips touch my skin. "Bye beautiful." He whispered into my ear. I blushed grabbing the handle of my suitcase. I went to the door, shouting a goodbye.

Madison must've called me a taxi, because I thought Zac was driving me, but there was a taxi parked out front. I hopped in, telling them the address.

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I made it to the train station just in time. The huge clock read, 8:35. I sat down in the area of chairs waiting for my train arrival.

"Train 680, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, boarding now. " Went over the intercom. I handed my ticket to the guard, entering the train. Here we go, only a 25 minute train ride. I slipped my earphones in, music taking over. I laid my head on the window.

I was awoken by the intercom, "Entering the Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania station, departure now." I grabbed my bag, walking towards the nearest exit. Harry had no clue I was coming this early. So I guess I'll surprise him, I was told he was staying in the closest Embassy Suites near the train station.

Taxi's were parked out front, I knocked on one of their windows, entering the car.

"Where to?" The driver asked.

"Uhh. Embassy Suites." I replied.

"Gotcha." He mumbled.

We got there in like 10 minutes, I went to the front office.

There stood 2 women, way older than me.

I told them the boys' fake name for their rooms. Harry was in room, 239. I made my way to the second floor, knocking on room 239.

I heard him groan through the door. He opened it quickly, rubbing his eyes.

"What?" He replied tiredly.

"That's a way to treat a girlfriend?" I replied. He smiled looking up, grabbing my face and kissing me. I couldn't kiss back, it hurt too much. He pulled back, confused.

"What's wrong, baby?" Soon as he asked that, I broke down into tears. He wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling my head towards his chest. I sniffled, not talking.

"Please tell me.." He begged.

I walked past him, getting out of his embrace. I laid my suitcase against the wall, tears still pouring down my cheeks.

"Zoe, did I do something?...." He asked. I shook my head.
I mumbled, "More like what did I do.."

"What did you do Zoe?" Harry said, sitting down beside me, he obviously heard me.

I cried even harder, not being able to reply. Harry looked kind of scared. Angry. Mad.

"I-I." I stuttered, crying.

"Spit it out, baby." He grabbed my hand, but I pulled away.

"I can't do this anymore, us anymore." I admitted. His eyes widened, sadness taking over his emotions.

"W-what?" He spit out.

"Harry. I-i kissed Nathan b-back home. I got caught up, and he kissed me, but I kissed back, I-I got these feelings inside me, like what I got with you. " I cried harder.

"No. No! Don't lie to me!!" He cried, shouting at me. I covered my face with my hands, scared.

"You can't do this! I am inlove with you! After all I've done for you! You go and cheat on me, with some idiotic guy from Baltimore? Who you knew in middle school! Zoe.. " he stood up, punching the wall. He slid down it, crying.

"Harry I'm sorry." I cried.

"No. Leave." He pointed towards the door.

"What?"

"Leave NOW." He cried harder. I sighed, grabbing my suitcase. I yanked his necklace off my neck. I laid it down on the table near the hotel door.

"Goodbye Harry, I love you.." I cried.

"I loved you" Harry cried.

I don't think I'll ever be able to stop crying. This was all Nathan's fault, if wouldn't have kissed me or even called me to come meet up with him. We wouldn't be like this, I'd be stealing kisses from Harry or cuddling with him in that hotel room. I walked out into the cold air outside. I walked around to the side, seeing Louis and Niall walking around. I turned the other away, sprinting as fast as I could. I don't know where I'm at.... I grabbed my cellphone dialing the first number I see in my recents.

"Hello?" A husky voice said. It was Nathan.. Ugh...

"I-I" I stuttered again.

"What happened baby.." He sighed,

"Please come get me, I have no money to get a ticket. " I cried harder.

"I'll be there, where are you?" He asked.

"I'm at the Embassy suites. Near the train station, turn right at the station and keep going straight." I sighed.

"I'll be there as fast as I can." He said hanging up. He better hurry, I thought to myself, crying.