You Are The Music In Me (Super Junior FanFic)

Chapter 14: The Super Show; farewell my love

[Chaery POV]

Time flew so fast and it was tomorrow is the day we all waited for. The start of their world tour. In the past few weeks I became busy doing all the arrangements for the songs that they will used for their world tour. The boys were excited about this concert since after the long time, it was the concert that kangin and heechul will join them. But also, I knew them Miss Yesung on this kind of event. Most especially ryeowook. Speaking of which, the past few days, he is acting weird towards me. For unknown reasons, I felt that he is creating distance to both of us. He didn’t let me arranged his own song for his solo part in the concert. But the weird thing about it is that I didn’t feel any pain on all his actions towards me. I should be hurting because I was his girlfriend, but why am I like this? And whenever donghae is around, my world instantly became colorful.

Today, the company decided to give them a day off so that they will be in good condition for tomorrow so I will take this oppurtunity to talk to him.

I knocked on his room before I went in, and there I saw him playing some keys in his keyboard.

“Hello oppa!” I said.

“Hi chaery.” He said, I could sense some coldness in his greetings.

I closed the door and I sit beside him. He was playing something that I’m not familiar with.

“oppa, is that the song you’re going to use for your solo tomorrow?” I asked.

“Yup.” he said.

“can I see it?” I asked.

“you will see it by tomorrow, it’s a surprise.” He said as continued playing the melody.

I was listening to the music, until I utter.

“oppa, what’s wrong?”

He didn’t answer, instead, he put his left arm to my shoulders and he almost hug me. I could sense that something is troubling him, but I wanted him to tell it by himself.

We remained like that for a few minutes until I he said.

“Do you know how much I love you chaery?” he asked.

I look up to him his face is full of emotions. I don’t know on how I should respond to him so I decided to keep quiet until he said.

“I love you so much chaery that having you in my life is the most wonderful thing that happened to me. How I wish that you will never leave me, because you are like my oxygen, without you, I cannot breathe. “.

“What do you mean oppa? “ I curiously asked as I look deep in his eyes.

“But you know what chaery; I love you so much that I’m willing to let you go.” He said then he slowly lean to me and slowly, his lips landed to mine.

I just let him, I wanted to feel how much he love me, but why am I feeling nothing towards him? .

He slowly broke away from my lips and he kissed my forehead, before I could utter some words, I felt my phone vibrated. I pull it out from my pocket and it seems that my mom missed call me.

“You could go back to your room now chaery, you should rest.” He said as he grabs my hand and he led me to his door.

“Good night oppa.” I said.

“Good night chaery.” He sadly said as he closed the door and I went back to my room.

I admit, I felt guilty on that kiss. I should respond to it, but how could I? Why am I feeling nothing?.