Chapter 8

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Jungkook's POV

It's been four months since that night of Jin hyung's date with Namjoon. Their wedding preparations are now in full swing. I think I've become their unofficial wedding planner since hyung is never satisfied with anything that the planner does and looks to me to make the decisions.

And that's exactly what's happening again now. He can't choose the dinnerware so he's dispatched me to select them. I sigh as I pack up my camera equipment and consider taking leave from work so I can just handle all the wedding preparations in peace. My work is suffering everytime I have to leave in the middle of a shoot.

When I'm done I head home and find that Jin hyung has already arrived.

"Kookie, come sit with me for a bit please. I have something important to discuss with you."

I watch as he gulps his glass of wine and I know he's nervous about something. He only drinks when he's this way. I wonder what's up.

"Hyung, are you okay?"

He sighs heavily and I know it's gonna be a bad one. I brace myself for the inevitable.

"I've transferred the flat onto your name Kookie."

"What!? Why did you do that Jin hyung? You know I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself now!"

He looks away from me and pours more wine. "I know Kookie. Please. Please understand where I'm coming from." He pleads with me. I got off the couch and knelt beside him. I gazed into his eyes.

"Kookie-ah...." he cards his hand through my hair as I kneel at his feet. "Please accept this from me. I promised you would always have a home with me and now I'm breaking that promise by marrying Namjoon. At least give me this peace of mind. So I know you're here and you're okay."

I lifted my gaze to meet his. I don't know what to say or do anymore. He just won't listen and after that night, we haven't spoken about it, pretending like it didn't happen. He puts down his wine glass and joins me on the floor. When he opens his arms for me, I gladly allow him to embrace me.

This is my comfort. My place of peace. Right here in his arms. Not this penthouse. Not anything. Just his embrace. And he wants me to trade this for his flat? How is that a fair exchange when he holds my heart and I can feel it breaking piece by piece.

He lifts his head up from my chest and our eyes meet. He's so close to me; I can feel his soft breathing. His gaze moves from my eyes to my lips and I watch as he bites down on that plumpy bottom lip. I can't take it anymore. I crash our lips together in a sinful kiss that shows just how much I hunger for him.

He's taken aback by the force with which I mould my lips to his. A soft moan escapes his lips as I plunge my tongue into his wet cavern, pushing my body over his, cupping his head and kneading his hips to lay him down onto the carpet.

He doesn't stop me as my hands roam all over his body, trying to find purchase with his clothes. I deepen the kiss and he gasps for air. I just chase his lips more, licking and sucking on them, bruising them as desire takes over my body.

I cup his ass cheek and lift his leg to wrap around me. I can feel his arousal as I'm sure he can feel me. I want him so much. I suck on his earlobe and he throws his head back in wild abandon, allowing me better access to his neck. I lick a wet stripe up his neck and nuzzle in his collarbone.

"Jin hyung. ......" I moan sultrily. "Please make me stop."

I close my eyes and press our bodies closer, tighter, sucking on his neck and collar. His skin is so soft. I place tiny kisses all along his chest, while he moans softly, his hands tugging lightly on my hair.

"I love you Jungkook-ah."

I stop everything I'm doing and sit up, leaning on my elbow.

"Hyung! Say it again, please." I caress his cheek tenderly.

He opens his eyes and gazes into mine.

"I love you my Kookie-ah. So much."

"I love you hyung! I love you so much too."

What the Hell am I doing? This is my hyung. And I can't control myself again! What is wrong with me? I get up abruptly and he looks at me in confusion.

"What's wrong Kookie? Talk to me."

I pace the living room floor in frustration. He gets off the floor and watches me.

"Jin hyung...what are we doing? You're getting married in a month's time. We have to stop this. It's wrong."

"Wrong?! Kookie-ah, this is the most 'right' thing in my life! The only real thing in all the fake ass shit that I have to go through! Can't you see that? I thought you said you loved me? Look at me Kookie!"

I turn slowly and face him, ashamed of my feelings. How can I do what I just did? I'm ungrateful and undeserving of him.

"Jin hyung....I think I should leave. This is all wrong. You're getting married to Namjoon. Why should we forget the inevitable? You and I, we're just a wrong combination. I'm a homeless deadbeat. A charity case that you took pity on because you have a good heart. And you're rich and powerful, not to mention a beau....."

I heard the sound of the slap before I felt the stinging pain on my cheek. Jin hyung stood before me, livid.

"Don't you ever call yourself a charity case! You're the most beautiful and amazing, talented individual I know. I love you Jungkook. Please don't turn me away." He breaks down crying and I loathe myself even more for being the cause of pain and tears to my precious hyung.

I lift him off the floor and carry him bridal style up to his room, kicking the door open and placing him gently on the bed. Slowly, I remove my clothes and then undress him as he watches my every move without comment.

When I'm done, I get into bed beside him and gently capture his lips in a tender and soft kiss. If we only have tonight, let us live a thousand nights in this one moment before we have to return to our reality.

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Why do I make myself cry? 💔💔

I love my Jinkook but Namjin is going to have to rise here. I'm sorry my swties 😢😢😢

Thank you for all your support. I love you all dearly 💖

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Love Swty 😘

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