Chapter 18 (M)

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"Jinnie please. I'm begging you. Don't leave me. I can't...I can't take this anymore," Namjoon pulls his hair in exasperation as Jin continues to pack his bags.

It's been a week since his confession of infidelity and manipulations and Seokjin had had enough. Yes, he did admit to kissing Jungkook, hell, they'd even been buck naked together, but Seokjin had restrained himself from completely giving in to his baser needs.

He still considers what Jungkook and he had done as cheating and he hates himself for giving in that way and hurting his family. But he can't take the pretense any longer. He hates himself. He hates Namjoon. He hates his parents for forcing this life on him. He wants to break free and live his life on his terms and the time has come.

Namjoon is on the floor, weeping while Jin packs a small bag for Sangook. He looks up as Jin very determinedly gathers toys and clothes and throws them into an overnight carry-on. Namjoon scoots over to the wall and weeps into his hands. His life has fallen apart. He's impotent with grief.

Suddenly, he feels a warm hand run through his hair, caressing it softly. He's so scared to look up. But he forces himself to and finds his eyes meeting the tear-filled gaze of his husband.

"Oh God Jinnie!" He throws himself into the arms of his husband and sobs his heart out. "I hate myself Jinnie. I-I don't deserve you, yet I can't live without you. I .....I love you so much Jinnie. Please find it in your heart and forgive me. Forgive us. I can't live without you and Sangook."

Seokjin pulls his husband into his embrace and tightens his arms around him. He soothes his back, caressing him lovingly. The tears fall of their own volition and his heart breaks for his love, for his Jungkook. His Jungkook, who will never be his. He loves him so much but he can't leave his husband. He can't break up his family no matter how much he wants to walk out of that door. He forgives Namjoon and he has to forgive himself.

Seokjin wipes the tears out of Namjoon's eyes and kisses his eyelids. He shakes his head, unable to voice what he is feeling. Namjoon hugs him to his chest and they stay that way for a long while until Jin is overcome with exhaustion and mental fatigue.

Namjoon lifts him up and carries him to their bedroom. He lays his beautiful husband down onto their bed and kisses his forehead. He knows he doesn't deserve his forgiveness yet Seokjin has such a huge heart. As he turns away, he feels him tug on his sleeve.

"Namjoon-ah......make love to me baby," Seokjin pouts at his husband. Namjoon's breath hitches as he leans in and takes Seokjin's mouth with his own.

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Seokjin pulls him onto the bed, removing his coat and tugging on his lips with his teeth. Namjoon groans and pulls his tie off, his shirt, his pants. He can't take it anymore. He lifts Jin's pullover and throws it away. His pants soon join them on the floor.

"Seokjin-ah.......are you sure baby?" He gazes into the lust-filled eyes of his husband. He doesn't want Jin to regret his decision in the morning.

"Y-yes Namjoon-ah......I'm sure. Please, make love to me."

Namjoon needed no more assurance as he dived in and captured Jin's luscious, thick tongue, sucking and pulling on it. He kissed him deeply, caressing every part of his mouth with his tongue.

Namjoon pushed Jin's neck back and trailed kisses and hickies all the way down to his chest. When Jin arched his back in pleasure, he cupped his ass cheeks, lifting them up and pulling down his tight boxers. Seokjin's erection breaks free and he moans as Namjoon massages it, slowly, gazing into his eyes.

"I love you Jinnie." He sucks on Jin's slit, licking the precum off it, tasting his husband. Without further thoughts, he takes him fully into his mouth, sliding his tongue down then up the underside of Jin's cock.

"Joonie-ah!" Seokjin screams out. The shock of his tongue, causes Jin to buck his hips and push his cock further into his husband's mouth. Namjoon massages his tight balls and kisses them, moving down to part Jin's thighs, revealing his secret place, only for him. He licks Jin's rim, kissing him and thrusting his tongue inside.

Jin's tight sweetness, opens for his husband's assault and he grabs a handfull of Namjoon's hair, running his fingers through it. His eyes are closed tight, feeling the sensations vibrate through his body. Namjoon adds a finger and then another, stretching his opening and massaging his sweet spot with his tongue.

Seokjin bucks his hips higher and his cock starts to leak more semen. Namjoon collects it with his fingers and inserts the now wet and juicy hole with it. He licks at Jin's rim again, fanning his breath against him.

"Turn baby. I want to suck you more."
Seokjin obliges and gets on all fours. Namjoon parts his ass cheeks and dives into his hole with his tongue, massaging Jin's erection with his hand. He parts his cheeks again and smacks them, earning a sinful moan from Jin.

"Harder please.....hit me harder!"

Namjoon does it again and Jin screams out at the sting but it feels so good. Namjoon stands up and removes his boxers, lining himself up with Jin's gaping and pulsating hole. He pushes his thick, long cock into his husband, still massaging Jin's erection.

Seokjin screams out in pure lust and pleasure. As Namjoon begins to thrust into him harder and faster, Jin moans and grabs onto the bedsheets. Namjoon bucks his hips against Jin's ass, guiding his cock into him, pulling on Jin's tiny waist. He presses onto his hips and groans. His husband is so sexy. So well formed. His ass is round and firm. Namjoon squeezes his ass and leans over his back to tug on Jin's hair.

He turns his head to the side and thrusts his tongue into his mouth, bucking his hips harder and massaging Jin's cock. The overstimulation becomes too much for Jin as Namjoon repeatedly hits his prostate dead on. He moans and screams out as his orgasm explodes in Namjoon's hand. Namjoon strokes him and pushes his cock deeper in and comes undone inside his husband, his seed swimming into Jin's inviting cavern.

He pushes in slowly, riding out his high until their both spent. He pulls out and licks his rim, cum seeping out. Seokjin's body shudders and he moans as Namjoon licks him clean. He leans in and captures Jin's mouth, allowing him to taste his cum. They hold onto each other lovingly.

As Namjoon pulls a sleepy and wrecked Jin to his chest, a small tear escapes his eye. He loves Jin dearly. His heart beats rapidly in his chest hoping and praying that they will make it. Jin looks up into his husband's face and plants soft kisses on his swollen lips.

"I love you my husband Kim Namjoon. We will make this work."

Namjoon leans down and kisses Jin softly. They fall asleep that way, locked in each others embrace, hope alive in their hearts for their marriage, their love, their child and their family.



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