Jennie was right behind that door and knowing that gave Y/N a comforting feeling all over her being.
She was excited for an unknown reason that she needed to let go off. She didn't feel anxious anymore, all she had was a weird feeling of wanting to straddle Jennie and kiss her, tell her how much she loves her, and tell her for how long she had to keep her feelings a secret.
The door was finally opened and Jennie looked at her with a soft smile, "How are you feeling today? I brought you some drinks and crackers, I heard they're good for an upset stomach."
Y/N let her in and she locked the door, "I've been feeling better, just a little off, you know? I appreciate your snacks though, I am a little hungry right now."
Jennie smiled seeing Y/N open the packet of crackers, it hurt the singer knowing that she messed up an actual opportunity with her since accepting to start something with Kai.
While Y/N ate Jennie couldn't help but feel some sort of way for the other girl, like maybe, sexual frustration, or frustration in general since she couldn't find the courage to tell Y/N how she truly felt at the moment.
"Y/N..." Jennie said sounding breathless.
She was nervous and in the verge of tears.
The other turned to look at her worried, "What's wrong Jennie? Are you alright?"
Jennie quickly wiped away her tears losing a small giggle in the process, "I'm so ashamed."
Y/N's heart skipped a beat, "What do you mean you're ashamed?"
Jennie huffed and looked down at her covered thighs, "Y/N I want to be completely transparent with you, but I'm unable to."
Y/N furrowed her eyebrows and looked down at her bright red lips, "You can tell me anything Jennie, there's nothing to be afraid of when you're with me."
Jennie nodded and lost eye contact with the foreigner, "I know, but it feels like if I say this you'll lose your shit. I can't imagine a moment in my life knowing you're pissed at me."
Y/N was taken aback now, "Jennie I need you to calm down, I won't get pissed at you over something small."
The brunette seemed to be struggling more now, "This isn't something small, I've been feeling some type of way. I'm sure you have noticed or at least I hope you did, but if you didn't, that's fine."
Y/N was going crazy with all these theories and pictured outcomes in her head, it made her want to run out of the living room and burry herself in blankets.
"It's completely fine," Jennie stated once more, but it seemed as if she was talking to herself now.
"I..."
Y/N's heart momentarily stopped when the other was about to say it, but stilled. A look of worry and shame written across her beautiful face.
Having enough of the tension between them, Y/N inched closer and pecked Jennie's lips.
The other was shocked, but soon started moving her lips with the younger's, because it felt right, this is where she belonged.
Y/N opened her eyes to catch her breath and Jennie looked at her, fear in her eyes, etched all over her face.
"Jennie I love you." Y/N suddenly said making Jennie giggle surprised.
"You do?"
Y/N nodded, "Yes I do, of course I do. For a long time now, I just didn't know how to tell you."
Jennie inched closer to peck the other softly, "Let's go to your bedroom, I want to spend some time with you."
Y/N smiled and looked at Jennie, something dark lingered in her eyes and she couldn't wait to see the other unveil herself.
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Falling In Love With You | Jennie Kim
FanfictionY/N a makeup artist under YG Entertainment gets the privilege to work for BLACKPINK. Meeting the wonderful girls, Y/N is easily attracted to one certain talented rapper, Jennie Kim. Through hidden feelings the desperation to reveal themselves to eac...