Crossbow Lovers

Angie's Dilemma

Maggie and Sasha had taken Glenn and Abraham's bodies to Hilltop to bury them properly. Everyone else went back to Alexandria. They could barely even speak to each other and when they returned they had to tell the story to everyone.

After Angie retrieved her dogs from Eric, she made her way to Maggie and Glenn's empty house. Impala and Fang could feel their owners sadness and cuddled up with her on the couch. She had finally started to love, trust, and feel again. Negan took that from her. He took her friends lives away. Glenn had become an important person in Angie's life, even if she had known him for only a short time. In today's world, a day is a month. Things move too quickly.

Negan also took her best friend. Granted that is his sister, but Angie didn't feel it was fair of him to kill two of their friends and kidnap two more. What had happened to Negan? At one time Angie was head over heels for him even after he got married. Now when she thought of him she felt sick to her stomach.

Was he going to kill Daryl? Would he kill Tegan? Could he kill his sister?

Angie remembered a time when Negan was loving and caring. Sure he cheated on his wife a couple dozen times and sure he wasn't always there when Tegan needed him. When she would have her panic attacks he would need to leave because he couldn't handle it. What if she has one now? Will anyone know how to help her? Daryl must. Daryl must know.

"Angie?" Carol called from the front door.

"In here," Angie called back, not moving from the couch.

"I wanted to talk to you," Carol said sitting down on the chair across from the girl.

"Okay," Angie sighed, sitting up straight.

"You need to kill Negan," Carol said bluntly.

"What?" Angie asked shocked by the older woman's words.

"You need to lure him in. Get him to trust you, get him to sleep with you and then when hes asleep, slit his throat. Then, find Tegan and Daryl and get the hell out of there," Carol spoke about her plan and Angie nodded in agreement. Carol was right. Angie knew she could get Negan in bed. He was always a horndog.

"What if I get caught?" Angie asked.

"Don't," Carol said standing up and making her way towards the door.

"Why me?" Angie called to Carol.

"You know him. You know his weaknesses," and with that Carol left. Angie slunk back down into the couch. Each dog had a head on her leg.

"What do I do guys?" She asked them. They stared up at her with wide eyes. "Yeah, I don't know either."

Say she did kill Negan and she did get Tegan and Daryl out. What's next? Who would take over then? What if she got caught and they killed her? The whole point of surviving is to stay alive at all cost. Is it really surviving though if you have no one?

These thoughts swirled through her head and she hadn't even realized how late it had gotten. She would give herself some time and officially decide by the time the Saviors came to Alexandria.

What would Tegan think of her if she were to kill her best friends brother? Would she hate her? Would she be happy that she saved them? Tegan was a complex young woman. It was hard to know how she was going to feel about something once it happened.

Angie decided to have her stuff ready to go for whatever she decided to do.

She could leave. Just leave Alexandria, Tegan, and the rest behind her. But could she do that? Could she leave someone she considered a sister all those years ago?

Wanting to wash the blood and dirt off of her, she made her way up to the shower. The hot water rushing down her pale skin felt good. It was then she finally broke down and started sobbing.

She fell to her knees and cried into her hands. This world was always shit, Daryl had said to her. He was wrong though. Yeah, the world before was bad, but it was nothing like it had become. Nothing like this.

Now, Angie knew what she had to do. Carol was right. Angie needed to kill Negan. It didn't matter if Tegan would hate her. It couldn't matter. All that mattered now is punishing the man who broke so many hearts.

Angie got herself to her feet with a new mission in mind.