ruin me | currently being rewritten

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I fucking hate it here. I fucking hate the air, the people, the memories. This place helps me thicken my titanium walls, so that nothing can penetrate it, although I already feel a small opening for the girl back at Heartlands. All i want to do is get back to school and normal life, or as normal as it can be.

'Hey, come on, we've got training,' Asher taps my shoulder.

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The door to the house opens and I jump up from the sofa to help Anna with the bags in her hands, after she'd gone grocery shopping, the helpers in the mansion seem to be lost due to the big space.

'Hey,' I smile, taking some of the bags from her and walking to the kitchen together.

'Hey dear,' she smiled as she put the bags on the island and started looking through 'How are you?'

'I'm okay...' I say as I start helping with the bags, 'Anna?,'

'Yes dear,' she smiles looking up at me as though she knows that I was going to ask something.

'Did I ever, uh, live here?'

'Yes dear, you and your mother lived here until you were 7, but your mother decided she was going to leave after the passing of your... grandfather,'

I reach into my memory to see if I can recall any account of this....but nothing.

'You were the most adorable child I have seen, both joyful and wise beyond your years,' she says with a nostalgic look as she ruffles through the bags.
'You were friends with the boy- Calvin, inseparable you were, just like your mother and his,'

'Elizabeth?'

'Yes dear, she was such an angel really,'

'What happened to her?'

'It was so unfortunate, she ended up taking her own life, Calvin, was only 12, bless his soul,'

I look down, and quickly calculate that it was the same year as the death of my parents, with my parents I remember of my dad, how did my mum know him if I lived here for 7 years?