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After getting home, the exhaustion caused by the events this week finally catch up to me, and I have the urge to both destroy everything around me or breakdown completely.

Two joints later I am somewhat calmer but drained nonetheless. I occasionally check my phone but then get annoyed at myself for caring.

The hot steam rises off my body as I shower, closing my eyes, and letting myself let go for a bit. The burning sensation bringing a sense of serenity.

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I pull on a hoodie and shorts and collapse onto my bed, closing my eyes, I focus on my breathing.

knock, knock, knock

I immediately perk up, looking towards the balcony where the sound came from, I run to my en-suite bathroom and grab a pair of scissors, and slowly walk towards the sound, my body on guard and scissors at the ready.

I pull open the curtain, ready to attack, but relax as I see Calvin standing at my balcony.

I pull open the sliding door.

'You know, you could just go through the door like normal people.'

'Doesn't have the same effect.' He jokes and I take in a freeing breath, feeling immensely better all of a sudden. I drop the scissors on the floor as he steps in.

For every step he takes, I take one back, he teachers for my jaw and plants a kiss on my lips.

'Ash told me what happened.'

'I called you, you know?' I hated sounding so helpless and dependent.

'I know. I'm sorry.'

My mouth gaps open slightly, this is the first time he's apologised to me. I watch the swirls of his blue eyes, not realising he's impossibly close.

He picks me up and lays me on the bed, laying kisses all across my body.

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We lay side by side, our legs tangled together, my head on his bare chest.

'What were you doing today, before what happened?' He asks, obviously trying to take my mind off everything.

'Looking for prom dresses.' I laugh as he plays with my hair, my hand tracing his abdomen 'Where have you been this week?'

'I had some business at Millwards.'

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