It All Started With A Concert - A Raura/R5 FanFiction

Chapter 34: Uncontrollable Feelings

Chapter 34

Laura’s POV

He slowly got closer to me, his hand still resting on my cheek. Before he glanced at my lips, his eyes were still locked with mine. We both weren’t able to break this moment. His face got closer to mine and he leaned down. He stopped only a centimeter from my lips. His hot heavy breath was making his lips even more desirable.

I knew what were going to be the consequences for my actions, but I was assuming everything I was going to do with him. Just as if he was reading my mind, he whispered sensually, “Stop me whenever you want.”

He placed his lips on mine so swiftly, as if he was scared of hurting me. He kissed me for a few seconds before I kissed back. As we were getting into it, he was moving faster and kissing me harder. His hands moved from my cheeks to my back, as he pulled me closer against his body. His tongue was caressing mine as he grabbed my butt and whispered, “Jump” on my lips. As I did what he had demanded, he started kissing my neck roughly.

“We shouldn’t be doing this,” I whispered in his ear. “There’s people we’re working with right on the other side of the door.” I told him.

“I don’t care,” he said on my lips. He pulled away and looked at me. “I need you, I miss you. Your lips, your smile, everything about you.”

I looked at him too and softly whispered, “I have a boyfriend, Ross.” I wasn’t proud of saying it in front of him because I knew how much I had hurt him the last time.

“He doesn’t have to know.”

I’m not going to lie, I did thought about it for a few seconds before I opened my mouth. “I’m not a cheater.”

He looked at me. He was still holding me as my legs were wrapped around his waist. “Yes, you are. Don’t you remember? Doesn’t this seem familiar?” He asked me. “You kissed me while you were dating Sebastian and you used me to get rid of him.”

I looked down. The way he said it made it sound like I had done something horrible… Was it? Does that make me a bad person? Ross lifted my chin to meet my eyes again.

“Laur, I know you have feelings for me.” I smiled a little. “Why don’t you just admit it and embrace it?”

That was a really complicated question. With Ross, it was as if our love was forbidden. We weren’t working out well if we were tagged as a couple. We would always end up as feeling different about each other ever though we knew we loved each other. And we always had to live with consequences. And I couldn’t handle all of these.

“If I do admit it, what will happen next? Well try dating again?” I asked. “We won’t ever be the same if we do, and you know it. You know how I feel, but I am in a strong relationship right now.”

 

Ross’ POV

I knew she knew that I knew how she felt about me. What I needed was for her to say it. Just once. So I could be assured it was real. And I also knew that she loved me more than that new guy of hers. Or did she?

“What will I have to do, Laur!? What will I have to do to make you want to be with me?” I pleaded. “I miss you, everything about you. I miss the strong friendship we used to have, I miss the times I kissed you when I wasn’t supposed to.” I laughed a little. “But most of all, I can’t live with myself anymore now that I know that we’re not good, and you don’t feel comfortable around me anymore. Laur, I want to be close to you, hold you, and tell you that I love you without getting instantly rejected.”