THUG IT OUT

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Esmoni Smith| Pooh
5:23pm
8 months months later...

"Where out the house now" I said looking at everybody, we decided to go out to lunch with eachother cause me and the babies have been inside alot.

M is finna pop soon and K will be right behind her, I'll be there when it's time to deliver the babies, and the twins birthday is about to come up.

On the 23rd of May and it's the 15th of May, It's going to be hard with out Moo but i've been getting by, I cry most times but I remind myself I have too stay strong.

Moo's funeral passed we had ah closed casket, I really didn't want to see his body anyways, it was hard enough.

I check on his grandma from time to time, she seems fine but I know it's tearing her up on the inside.

"Yea but not as much as u use too before u know" M said and I got up grabbing the babies bag and stuff and grabbing them from there high chair's.

I put them in the car seat and I put them in the car strapping them up,  getting in the car I layed my head on the steering wheel.

And started crying, I heard a tap on the window and looked up too see it was Q and M, I wiped my tears letting the window down.

"Listen just know if u need anything where here for u okay?" Q said and I nodded, he gave me ah side hug walking around to the babies.

"I'm sorry" M said fastly with her head down and I looked at her getting out the car, I gave her ah bug and she hugged me back.

"It's okay u didn't do anything wrong I just am still sensitive about the subject" I said releasing from the hug.

"I did though I shouldn't have brought it up and I'm sorry" She said and I hugged her again, "It's okay baby" I said letting go kissing her cheek.

She smiled walking around to the babied while Q wajted for her too finish, they left and I drove back home.

I got out the car gettung the babies and there diaper bags walking into the house, I did our nightly routine.

I grabbed my laptop, and started ordering things for the twins birthday, I finished ordering everything in an hour.

I feed the babies putting them too sleep, when I was about to go to sleep, my phone started ringing I answered it.

I didn't look at the caller ID, "Hello?" I said into the phone but nobody said anything, not even breathing.

"Hello?, Nobody gon answer like I beat little kids ass, like stop playing on my damn phone" I said into the phone.

Ain't nobody say anything so I just hung up, I put my phone down going to sleep cause I really didn't have the time or patients to be playing wit people kids.

My phone ranged again and I groaned answering it, "What?!" I whispered yelled trying not to wake the babies up.

"Oop somebody woke up on the wrong side of the bed" Lonnie said and I chuckled rolling my eyes, "I'm trying to sleep sir" I said.

"Oh, well tomorrow I want u to meet my girlfriend, u down?" He said and I nodded forgetting he can't see me.

"Yea, when? and Where?" I asked into the phone, "Tomorrow, at 3pm, waffle house, sound good to u?" He said, "Yea" I said.

"Alright see u tomorrow" I said hanging up laying down, closing my eyes finally getting some sleep with my babies.

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6:43pm

I watched as she talked to Lonnie, they talked for ah little bit more and then went to sleep, I wanted to go in there and touch her.

And caress her but I got to wait for the right time and my time is defiently coming soon promise that.