Veiled Souls

I apologize

I apologize to all of you for not writing for such a long time (I believe since 2017 or 2018).

I sincerely beg your pardon and implore you to forgive me for my prolonged absence.

During that time, my father was battling colon cancer, a struggle hidden from me by my family. Despite their efforts, I sensed something was amiss as I heard his cries of pain at night. This tumultuous period coincided with my final year of high school, where I found solace in supportive teachers while grappling with the impending loss of my father. Two weeks before my exams, he, my protector and confidant, passed away, leaving me adrift without guidance.

Amidst my grief, I struggled to find direction for my future, torn between familial expectations and personal aspirations. Following my father's dream, I dedicated myself to learning German to pursue engineering studies in Germany, achieving proficiency up to C1 level. However, my visa application was denied due to university sessions already underway.

This setback plunged me into despair, compounded by feelings of inadequacy and disappointment, both from myself and perceived from my family. Despite their admonishments to "grow up," I resolved to persevere, drawing strength from the memory of my father's unwavering support.

While I recognize that my actions may not excuse my absence, I sincerely hope for your forgiveness for my shortcomings.

I pledge to communicate more regularly and adhere to deadlines to ensure I do not falter in my commitments.

Thank you for your understanding and patience.