pretty when you cry // payton moormeier

v part 1/2

"they don't mean shit
compared to all your drugs."

a/n: no this isn't about drugs. this is just metaphorical. 'drugs' in here is about a girl payton previously loved.

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payton's pov

i miss her. so damn much.

why did she have to leave me. to leave all of us. she didn't deserve to lose her life. i try everyday to make myself happier without her. i try to forget her. i try to get my mind off of her. but i just can't.

and it hurts so fucking much.

i can't seem to like other girls except for her. why can't i just move on. she makes me feel so special in a way that no one ever does. i thought i'd be able to find the same happiness with iana.

but it's different. she's different.

no one can ever replace her. no one can ever be on her level. i miss her. i want her to come back.

but that's impossible.

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iana's pov

i like payton. for a while now. but i know he'll never like me back tho. noen said there's a chance but i don't really know.

he makes me feel so special in a way that no one ever does.

just everything he does is so perfect. he's just so perfect.

i'm planning to confess soon.