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Skipping ahead in time again...to February...because plot convince
Also Quinn and Virgil ship name = Quirgil
TRIGGER WARNINGS : suicide
Virgil POV
I stared down at the water rushing a good hundred feet below me. Opal Gorge. By far one of the most deadly places in this town.A few tears slid down my cheeks and fell down into the water. My stomach was burning. Wether from running here while panicking and crying or because of all the pills I downed.
Why did Roman do it? I thought he cared about me. I thought he actually loved me.
Why was he kissing Jackson?!
My breathing hitched again and I wobbled. My balance momentarily leaving me. One hand tightened on the railing but my other hand let go.
I want to fall. I want to die. I can't take it anymore. Nothing ever goes right for me. I can't keep going on.
This is my breaking point. I can't take it. Make it stop. Make these thoughts stop. Please. I can't.
My hand that wasn't holding on dug into my hair. My sobbing increased. Slowly, I started leaning forwards.
Faintly I heard someone screaming for me. It sounded vaguely like Roman. That just made me angrily. Made me want to do this more.
I pulled my legs up to my chest and then I forced myself to stand up. I heard the voice screaming at me again.
My shaking increased as I looked down at the raging waters below. Then vertigo took over and I started leaning forwards.
I reached out to grab onto something but there was nothing. I leaned forward too far and lost my balance completely.
The voice screamed again and I felt something briefly brush my hand. But by then I was already plummeting down towards the raging, icy water.
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I looked down at the brace on my leg. The doctor, whose name I didn't bother to remember, continued to tighten the gears.
The strange dream, nightmare maybe, that I had last night won't leave me alone. I can't seem to stop thinking about it for some reason. I feels so real too. Like memories I'm just living again in my dreams.
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