Deeply Obsessions

Chapter 11

CHAPTER 11

NOSIBUSISO

The past two days were going very well and tomorrow we'll be starting with school, Tuesday. Living with my father has been one of the greatest things which has been going on in my life; I'm happy!I was dressed in my simple outfit since I will be accompanying Nipho to a Therapist,it took a lot of convincing for him to agree. I found everyone around the table but I wasn't about to have some breakfast.
Me:"Good morning family"I smiled and they greeted back
Mlu:"You're beautiful my daughter, where are you heading to?"I shrugged my shoulders with a slight smile
Me:"Out, I'll be back before you know it"He huffs looking at me and I know that look
Mlu:"I hope you're not dating Nosi, you're too young for that"I Rolled my eyes. Dad thinks I'm too young for doing such,so overprotective of him.
Me:"I'm not dating,I know I'm still young"I sighed Looking at Mapula "You'll be here when I come back right?"I saw a glimpse of a smile across her face. We've bought our phones and they are Cool!
Mapula:"Well I don't know"She Shrugged her shoulders
Me:"You will tell me all about it"I grin looking at her as she blushes my comment away. Dad look at us with a frown
Mlu:"I'm sure whatever you guys are talking about does not involve any boy"
Me:"Why does everything has to do with a boy Dad?"I got used to this in just few days. Calling him -Dad.
Mlu:"You wouldn't understand this gender"I sighed
Me:"I'm leaving, I'll be back in few"I bid them Goodbye before I made my way out
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Nhla:"You look good, you're always beautiful"I smiled so stupidity. Have you ever been so stupidity inlove? Something that I've just noticed. I'm inlove with this guy but we're not ready for each other,I hope he'll heal and I'll also be good.
Me:"I feel good"I say to him "Are you ready? For your session?"
Nhla: sighed"I don't know,but there's no other choice"He climbed out of the car and he helped me out too. We walked inside the room which was pure white with a Little bit of Grey. Such a bad choice of colour
Doctor:"Good Morning, I'm Doctor Kayla and you're welcome"I smile at her while Nhla kept on his straight face
Me:"I'm Nosi and this is Nhlakanipho,thank you so much for this"I say to her hoping that Nipho could say something too
Doctor:"We can start"She showed us the seats and we settled on them. She took a notepad and looked at us
Doctor:"Nhlakanipho Mhlongo,how do you feel about this?"Her pronounciation was so bad,N-hlakiniph Mhlogo; Typical for a white lady! Nipho looked at her without saying anything
Doctor:"Mr Mhlongo, should I repeat the question?"He huffs looking at me and I nod as he looked back at her
Nhla:"I don't know, like I'm some kind of a mad man or something"His bold voice was acting up
Doctor:"Can you please tell me about your Relationship with Linda, It's Linda right?"I nod throwing a glance at Nhla
Nhla:"We met in highschool so she was my highschool sweetheart,I fell inlove with her the second I laid my eyes on her and I knew she was going to be my wife. The mother of my children,I loved her the very same moment"hearing him say that was breaking my soul rather than anything but he was telling the truth so there was nothing I could do!She was his first love.
Doctor:"Oh,So what really happened?"He sighed looking up as I saw a tear falling from his eye when he looked down again.
Nhla:"We were in a mindle of an argument when I walked away from her,it was crazy because she was pregnant and the hormones were too much for me to handle at times. I.. it was actually my fault because if I didn't walk away she wouldn't have followed me. If I didn't walk away she would still be here with my first born baby,I.. I loved her, fuck!A part of me still does"I placed my hand over my mouth before I stood on my feet. I looked at him as I made my way out of the room. This is too much for me. I asked one of the cleaners for the bathroom and they showed me so I made my way there. A loud sob escaped from my mouth and truth is-I Don't know why I'm crying. Hearing him declaring his love for his dead girlfriend was one of the painful scenario I didn't want to hear nor see. It was too much! Maybe I'm wrong for feeling this way but I cannot help but to feel like this! After my session I walked back to that room but I decided not to go in.
Few minutes passed and the Doctor walked out heading to me "Please come in"I looked at her
Me:"What's going on?"
Doctor:"It's anger, just come"I followed behind and the sight wasn't that great. This man is broken. He was letting out a painful cry,who said Indoda ayikhali? I kneeled before him and pulled his head to my chest while I kept on brushing his back.
Me:"Let everything out Nipho"I wonder what happened in here for him to get so emotional and all. He finally picked himself out and I stood up
Doctor:"This will be all for today,we should take things easy"I sighed with a nod. I didn't trust my voice
Doctor:"I will see you tomorrow then"I cleared my throat
Me:"We'll come late"I responded since I have school to attend
Doctor:"Ohk then,take care of him. He needs someone"I nod with a faint smile before we made our way to the car.
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The drive was so quiet but it wasn't awkward. There were so many emotions that were noticed though I wasn't about to say anything. He needs to let everything out!I sighed Looking out of the window with my mouth shut until I heard the volume of the radio going down
"Nosibusiso"His bold voice was thicker than before
Me:"Mmmh"Without looking at him,I said
Nhla:"I'm sorry, what you saw there wasn't..w.."He didn't have a word to describe it but I'm glad I saw everything. Me:"Nipho you don't have to apologize, crying doesn't make you weak. You're still the very same man I saw naked"That came out wrong!I shouldn't have but his chuckle was a great thing to hear
Nhla:"Well I'm glad you're here but Mlungisi is going to throw a fist about all of this"I sighed knowing it's true!
Me:"He doesn't have to know, I mean... He won't take this very well"
Nhla:"I agree,I won't say anything if you promise not to"I smiled
Me:"I promise not to say a word"He nods and looked ahead of the road
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Mapula:"So... You were with Nhla right?"I smiled looking away
Me:"Aay marrn Mapula"
Mapula:"I knew it!But you know that Nhla is your father's best friend?" I frown looking back at her
Me:"I know,but he won't know about us spending together"
Mapula:"I'm not saying anything though I'm worried. Nhla is 31 years old and you're 16 years. This is a mess"This is a mess but I don't care!
Me: shrugged my shoulders"We'll cross that bridge when we get there"
Mapula:"I pray you'll be strong enough to cross"I sat down aiming to change the subject
Me:"Tell me about you and Sizwe,I saw the Chemistry between the two of you"She blushed my question away. I knew it!
Mapula:"Well we've been communicating and I was with him today"I looked at her so surprised
Me:"You two have known each other for three days and already you're in... you.. God"I Clapped my hands
Mapula:"He gave me his phone numbers and I called him after purchasing those phones" I nod
Me:"Wow,and I want to hear everything Neh?You should play hard to get with that boy"I chuckled softly
Mapula:"What?No ways Nosi I'm going to say yes immediately When he asks me out. You want me to waste time with my future husband"She sulks
Me:"Already he's your future husband? Wow but girl play hard to get. Sizwe is one of the arrogant guys and you must make sure he sweats before you say yes"
Mapula:"But Nhla didn't sweat even a little"I frown
Me:"We're not talking about Nhla and what I have with Nhla is so much different from what you have with Sizwe"I tell her. It's not the same
Mapula:"Oh,Ohk then"she shrugged her shoulders
Me:"Yep,I know he'll ask for help. That guy is something else"

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