Deeply Obsessions

Chapter 20

CHAPTER 20

MAPULA

I smiled looking at him. I have never thought that I would fall inlove with someone like Sizwe; he's totally different.
Me:"Babe let me go and dish out"I say standing on my feet but he pulled me to him
Sizwe:"Don't go"He says
Me:"No Sizwe,I have to so let go"He chuckled as he suddenly placed his lips on mine. We kissed for a while until I felt his hand going under my skirt
Me:"No"I pulled out"No Sizwe"He looked at me with his small,red eyes.
Sizwe:"What's wrong baby!"His voice was deeper than before.
Me:"I can't"I murmur
Sizwe:"What's wrong?"I thought Nhla told him about my rape,I thought he somehow knows
Me:"I'm sorry I..i..." I sniffed those thoughts away as I felt his hand wrapped around me.
Sizwe:"It's Ohk I'm here"I nod wiping off my tears with the back of my hand

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NOSIBUSISO

I was on my bed cuddling with my teddy. My emotions were all over and there was only one person whom I needed so much right now;it was Nipho. I thought I was strong enough to deal with all of this but I guess,I guessed wrong. Everyone has her/his weakness. I've been checking on my phone of any calls regarding Nipho but no one was calling and it frustrated me. I sighed deeply as I tossed over my phone to the side of the bed and closed my eyes. A knock came through within some few minutes. I ignored whoever that was and cuddled up with the teddy
"Nosi open"I quickly got off the bed to attend her;that was Mapula. I invited her in then closed the door then I walked over to the bed.
Mapula:"How are you?"I sighed looking away for a her. I don't know how to feel,sad or happy about everything since I don't have to hide my love for Nhlakanipho anymore
Me:"Honestly"I shrugged my shoulders"I don't know how to feel,my life is a mess Mapula"She Looked at me so sad then she flashed a smile
Mapula:"That's Better,you have a home and disrespecting your father is something I don't really like Because I may find myself homeless once again. Though I love Sizwe,I would never break up with him" I nod but I'm not fine with her statement. My father would never kick her out. What can I say though,I don't really know what type of a person is my dearest father.
Me:"Father wouldn't kick you out,he loves you like his own daughter" I snorts turning to face hee
Mapula:"Aketse,I hate my life Nosibusiso. I really do,I wish I had parents who supported me"She sniffed a tear that was about to escape from her eye
Me:"We're here for you Maps,I also wish I had a Mother. I miss my Mom"I honestly say Because I don't feel Bontle. As much as she's my father's wife-I don't feel her at all.
Mapula:"Maybe I should pay them a visit"She murmur and i narrowed my eyes at her not believing it. The last time she saw her parents was the day she ran away from home.
Me:"Are you sure?Not to be rude or something my friend. Are you ready though?"She met my eyes and sigh
Mapula:"I'm ready,I think I am"She mumbled"I don't know but I think I am,I want to meet them once more. I want to see them that's all"I nod with understanding. She's my best friend and I want to support her in everything she does;not bad things though.
Me:"I'll go with you"I say
Mapula:"Are you sure?I mean I...I..I don't want t-"I interrupted her
Me:"I'm your Best Friend Maps, I'm here for you"She faintly smiled
Mapula:"Thank you"
Me:"When do you want to go?"I asked
Mapula: shrugged her shoulders"I don't know, I'll have to ask Dad first because the interrogation I got when I got here"I chuckled
Me:"You're much better,I was dragged out of the soil of KZN,He even beat Nipho up" I chuckled then I suddenly frowned
Me:"I miss him"
Mapula:"He didn't call you?"I shook my head looking at my phone
Me:"I've been trying to call him though but it goes straight to voicemail. What if he decides to dump me Mapula?"I say with a faint voice as my heart was burning. It yeaned for him.
Mapula:"He may be a little frustrated or something for a while but don't doubt his love for you. Have you seen how that guy looks at you?Like you're some Princess,the only woman on earth and his eyes glows when he looks at you"My heart skipped a beat.
Me:"I have never loved anyone like I'm inlove with Nipho, I'm scared to lose him"Mapula chuckled
Mapula:"You've never dated, don't tell me about love when you don't know what that it. Mara I'm happy that you're experiencing it,you deserve all the love on earth"I chuckled softly standing on my feet
Me:"Yeah right"
Mapula:"Yeah, Ain't you going to have Dinner?"I shook my head
Me:"I'm not ready to face Dad"
Mapula:"I know what you mean, he's breathing fire phela motho ola" I know, that's the reason why I don't want to go downstairs. Firstly it's my Dad and secondly it's MaBontle- I don't know what her problem is. She has issues though I thought we were fine
Mapula:"Let me go downstairs, I'll bring something for you"I smiled.
Me:"Thanks sis"I say as she walked out. I threw myself closing both my eyes. I was disturbed by my ringing phone. I quickly got off the bed answering it since I was expecting it
Me:"Nhlakanipho"I called out,I didn't even look at the Caller ID
"It's me...Nomsa"
Me:"Ow it's you"I was totally disappointed. I mean, I've been expecting Nipho's call but he doesn't call
Nomsa:"Where you expecting someone?" Ofcorse I was expecting someone
Me:"No,no I was not"I breath that out
Nomsa:"Oh,Ohk then"It went Silence. This is kinda weird,we didn't get along so it feels so weird to be in a conversation with her.
Nomsa:"About what We're talked about, I've been thinking of meeting up with him. I don't know how I'll explain things to him though"
Me:"Why don't you ask your mom to do so?Talk to him" I say
Nomsa:"My Mom is..."She sighed"She doesn't care about me,all she'll want is marriage and controlling my life Nosi"I get where she's coming from.
Me:"I get you"
Nomsa:"Thank you,I will text you when I'm coming down to Johannesburg"
Me:"Ohk Sis"I sighed.
Nomsa:"Thank you"It took few seconds to disconnect the call and sighed once again.
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I was asleep when I was woken up by my ringing phone. I tried to ignore it before I was deep In my sleep but it kept on ringing so I accepted the call
Me:"Mmmh"
Nhla:"Sweetheart"I froze in my sleep as my heart skipped a beat. I regained my consciousness
Me:"Baby,Nipho I've been trying to call you"I say sitting on the bed. I don't even know where my sleep went to.
Nhla:"I've been busy,I miss you"I sighed
Me:"I miss you too"I say faintly and adjusted myself on the bed
Nhla:"Should I come?"I always died, it's 1am.
Me:"Nhlakanipho are you crazy? It's 1am,you can't come"I say to him over the phone
Nhla:"I can, will you be able to come out?"I went quite for a while
Me:"I'll make a plan"I miss my baby so obviously I'll have to make a plan
Nhla:"Good, I'll call you once I'm there"
Me:"Ohk, I'll be expecting you"I say disconnecting the call. I got off the bed walking to the bathroom where I rinsed my face then brushed my teeth. I then went back to my bedroom to wear my gown. Few minutes passed then my phone beebed indicating a message. -Come out
I sighed walking out. I made my way down the stairs making sure that I don't make noise. I opened the door slowly then closed it behind me before I took a deep breath. What a relief!
I made my way out of the yard and saw a car two houses away from home. I didn't go to it,I just stood there until a message came through
-That's me; come or should I come and get you?
-I'll come by myself
I say walking to where it was. My eyes landed on him and he was sexy. My man is always sexy and I fall inlove every fucken second.
Me:"Babe"I whispered,my voice couldn't come out.
Nhla:"Sweetheart"He pulled me to him as he placed his hands on my hips
Me:"I missed you"A tear suddenly dropped from my eye. I've became a cry baby lately
Nhla:"Come here"He opened the backdoor of his car and helped me in the backseat. He did too as I lay on top of his lap with my feet on the window.
Nhla:"I wanted to stay away from you after what happened but I couldn't"He mutter
Me:"I couldn't stop thinking about you Nipho, you're driving me nuts"I chuckled softly
Nhla:"Let's elope" I turned to look at him
Me:"What?"
Nhla:"Yes, let's go somewhere and Start afresh with our lives Nosi. No one understands our love,you might be younger than me but the connection I feel when I'm with you doesn't allow me to let go... let's elope"I shook my head.
Me:"That is too much Nipho,I don't even have documents"
Nhla:"We'll get them,I..I don't want to lose you Nosi,I won't survive" a tear escaped from his eye and I placed my hand on his cheek

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