I am so sorry I didn't update for so long! I've lost so much inspiration.. that doesn't make up the lost time but I promise to try and update as frequently as I can now. I don't want to let any one down! So this chapter is for everyone reading this frequently!
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"Time? Time for what?"
"Time for us. Listen sweetie, I'll tell you when the time comes. for now.. let's just have fun," she spoke wearily. She smiled again, and I took in how her mouth deeply cut into her cheeks, how loosely the corner of her eyes wrinkle when she's actually happy. I wouldn't see this in a while.
So we went on the rides of the amusement park, first the Ferris wheel.
She smiled at me, "You came here with Drew, didn't you?"
We were at the top of the Ferris wheel now. "Yeah," I struggled to speak. I couldn't breath.
She frowned, "what'd you guys do while you were here?"
"We rode all the rides.. and I talked about photography. God I wish I used the Polaroid camera you got me last christmas. That was fun while the film lasted," I smiled, as did she "It's right next to you..."
I turned to my side, dreams are weird but it was there.
"Use it..." she spoke softly again.
"On?"
"The view," she motioned around us, I looked down, and the Ferris wheel lights were on, so I took a photo, you could see it almost clearly, although the sun was almost gone.
The photo slid out the small slot on the machine.
I grabbed it and waved it in the air to cool it off and smiled.
The picture was.... perfect.
I held the picture to my moms face, and she smiled and put my hand to the metal seat below us.
"Good bye. And, before you talk, please don't cry when I'm gone. Don't worry about me. Just know that I won't see you in a while...." She trailed off to wipe her eyes, keeping a smile as her face wavered off.
"I love you," and she was gone.
I opened my eyes. Drew, and two nurses. I wanted to scream, I wanted to pound on his chest until he broke! My mom! My mom was in there! He broke me from my mom! He woke me up! He took me! But I couldn't be mad at him for such a bullshit reason. I wanted to curl my fists into his shirt and cry.
But I couldn't. I couldn't think straight, my mom told me not to cry, worry.
I don't think I was very upset by the fact that he woke my up from my dream, but that I wasn't able to say good bye.
"You alright sweetie?" One of the nurses asked, breaking the silence.
"Yeah, I just fell asleep."
The nurses shuffled out of the room after a few more questions, leaving us to the sound of their feet and the door closing.
Drew's face didn't change, it was flat, and his eyes flickered up and down my face, I stared back at him.
"Are you sure?" He asked me again.
"Yeah," I smiled and hugged him tightly.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and I could feel his pulse on my inner elbow, it was fast, but I could feel it slow down.
"Are you okay?" He asked once more.
I didn't answer, "Did you hear what happened to my mom?"
"Yeah..." He trailed off, to afraid to talk.
I smiled- he cared, "I'm not as upset as I was."
"Good," he snuggled his face into my neck.
I hummed for a second, letting my head rest on Drew's before speaking up, "Take me home."
"Do you want to go see your dad?"
I sighed, "Is he awake?"
"No."
"Then no."
He sighed, "Lets go."
He drove me home in silence, claiming he had a head ache.
He pulled into my drive way, stopping the car and looking over are me.
"We're here."
I sighed, looking out the window because I was sure I could look at home yet.
I could hear his seat belt un-click and his door open, he walked around the hood of the car to my side and opened the door.
"Are you coming?"
"The seats comfy."
He chuckled, "you're weird."
I groaned and got up, closing the door behind me, Drew was ready to walk back around his car but I grabbed his arm.
"Please stay with me. I'm home alone."
He smiled, "sure."
We walked through the door, I was behind him and I wrapped my arms around his torso and snuggled my face into his neck.
"Mmmmm, I love you."
He leaned his head back "I love you toooo," and turned around in my arms, wrapping his arms around me and lifted me up and brought me over to the couch, putting me down first, pushing himself down on top of me.
He tucked his head into my neck.
"I love you," I told him, playing with the hair on the back of his head and setting my cheek on his forehead.
"I love you tooo," he dragged on, moving his head so that his lips could meet my neck as he left a small trail of kisses down on what ever region he could reach, and trailed back up, and continued.
"Drewwww," I sighed, letting my hands run through the small amount of hair on the back of his head.
"Hmmm?" He looked up, stopping his process.
"Don't stop." I had my hands around his head.
"Why?"
"Because to show love, you have to make it."
He continued his trail, each kiss getting harsher.
I moaned at the last one, I could feel him grow against my thigh.
He pulled one of his hands out from under my body and trailed it down, meeting with the waist line of my pants.
He lifted his head up, "Do you have condoms?"
"In my room."
He smirked, and he pulled my body up with his, grabbing me by my butt, and I wrapped my legs around him.
He walked up the steps rather fast, not letting his lips leave my neck for a second. He was sure to leave a mark. Maybe he already did.
We reached the top of the stairs, my door was already open and he walked in, setting me down of the edge of the bed but I didn't un-wrap my legs.
He worked on my torso first, his cold hands trailed up my sides, dragging the sweat shirt along and pulled it off in ease, leaving me in my basic black bra.
Goose bumps lighted up my skin as he moved to my pants, but I stopped him, tracing the out line of his shirt.
He peeled it off his body, and ground his hips into mine, the friction between us was surreal. Both moaning messes, his glasses fogged at the top, I laughed as much as I could and took them off, folding them and put them at the edge of the bed, which later slid off due to our commotion.
He worked on my pants now, working as quickly as possible, sliding them down my legs, sadly having to break our connection.
I slid off the bed and on to my knees, I was in my panties and bra, and I un-did the buttons to his pants, slowly peeling them off, revealing a tent in his boxers straining against the fabric.
I painfully, slowly slid them down his legs and his member sprung free of his boxers, falling to the floor as he kicked them away.
I was about to wrap my hand around his length but he pulled me up, a deep look in his eye.
"I need you."
"Drew, take me right now."
