Avani & Anthony

8

avani's pov

i wake up in my small bed, at my apartment. i rub my eyes and see anthony still asleep lying next to me. i smile. we fell asleep while watching a movie, last night. we both still have our clothes from last night on. i have my leggings on still. anthony has his sweatpants on. i grab my glasses. it's nice to be able to see the world. haha.

"babe. stop staring." anthony says to me as his eyes open. "what..." i try to play it off. "i caught you." he laughs and pokes my side. i laugh. "dangggg it." i laugh harder. "what are we going to do today?" he asks me. "i'm not sure, what do you want to do?" i turn the question back onto him.

"wanna go to the grove today?" he asks me. i actually like that idea. "i'm down, we can get lunch there then we can shop a bit." i plan out our day. "sounds good." he smiles at me then pulls me against his body. i wrap my arms around his torso and hug him. he raises my chin up to make me look at his face, then he leans in slowly and places his lips onto mine.

anthony pulls away from my lips and kiss all over my face. i scrunch my nose up and giggle. he stops kissing me then looks at my face and blushes. his rosy cheeks make me blush as well. "you're pretty cute." he says as he tucks the loose pieces of my hair behind my ear.

after 5 more minutes of anthony and i cuddling, he gets up. "babe, i'm gonna run home and shower and get ready. i'll be back in an hour or so to pick you up?" he asks me while standing beside my bed looking at me. "ok fine." i shrug. "you good?" he asks me looking concerned. "ya, i'm just clingy." i say to him. "i mean.. i like clingy." he winks at me. "ok, i'll see you in a little." i open my arms so he will hug me. he leans in and hugs me and kisses my head. "bye! i love you." he yells as he leaves the room. "i love you too!" i yell back. "i love you more!" he yells then i hear the door close.

i get up and start the shower. i make sure to turn the knob to hot. i brush my teeth before hoping into the warm shower.

all i can think about is anthony, every time i close my eyes, every where i look all i think about is anthony.. is this healthy? i am obsessed with him.. he will probably think i'm creepy. i'm not enough for him. i'm a weird stalker girl. all of those comments about him being to good for me were true and i knew they were.. but i didn't let them get to me.

tears race down my cheeks. he can walk out on the street and find any other girl.. i'm to ugly and annoying for him. i lean against the cold wall of my shower. i'm not enough for him.. he deserves so much better.

i try to finish washing my hair so i can go and lay in bed. i lost all my motivation... all those comments, usually they don't get to me but today is just different. i get out of the shower brush my hair and throw on some sweatpants and a crop top and climb back into my bed.

i stick in my airpods and play some sad music as i cry harder reading through some comments. i try to look at all the positive ones but that every so often negative just hurts. one really stuck out to me.

tiktokgirl101 - avani is really just a fake, annoying, little spoiled brat who only cares about herself and who is dating anthony for clout. he is way to good for her. he is just to nice to tell her how he really feels, we all know he wants to leave her.

i try to hold in my tears but they just keep on coming. i look down and run my fingers up and down my wrists. tears just keep on running down my face landing onto my pillow. i feel a sudden gust of air hit me. i look up and see anthony standing in the doorway of my room, he is out of breath. i smile slightly then more tears fall. i pull out my earbuds to talk to him.

"hey hey hey. don't cry." he runs over to me and sits on the edge of my bed. he pulls me into hug his chest. my tears leave wet marks on his shirt. every single time i try to stop crying i just start crying harder. "shhh it's ok." he kisses the top of my head, now basically holding me in his arms with my face against his chest.

i pull my face away from his shirt and laugh a little from his shirt. "sorry." i say as more tears run down. "it's ok baby." he cups my face in his hands. "why'd you come back?" i ask while sniffling. "i has this sudden feeling." he says very seriously. his feeling was dead on, he is what i need at this moment.

"now what's wrong?" he asks me. i look down and wipe a tear from my face. "i.. uh.." i struggle to get out then tears start coming out again. he wipes tears as they fall down my face. i grab my phone and pull up the comment for him. he reads it. i see his facial expression change. he looks angry now. "why would someone write that?!" he says in rage. "avani, look at me. you are amazing and beautiful and perfect and i am truly the lucky one. also how can you get clout from me if you have more clout than me?" he says in a joking tone at the end. i smile and laugh a little. "that's what i wanted." he comments about my smile.

anthony lays under the blanket with me. i cuddle my body into his. he wraps his arms around my body and kisses the side of my head. i just want this moment to last forever.

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hey oceans 🌊!! i hope you liked this chapter. sorry i haven't been updating as frequent, i have been really busy and school has been a lot. so for the next few chapters i want to write about the hawaii trip so i'm excited to write about that!!!

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