Avani & Anthony

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avani's pov

i landed into LA yesterday from italy. i had a fun time in italy. but i am excited to be home. i leave tomorrow for playlist then i leave start from playlist to the bahamas. my schedule this month is crazy. my mom is back in indiana her and shanti flew there.

i just woke up. it's 10am dang. i didn't get home until 2am last night. and ended up falling asleep at 6am. i get up and take a shower. i'm going to see anthony today. i have a photoshoot tonight for my merch at the hype house with ant, amelie, jack, and madi.

after to get out of the shower i put on black leggings and a calvin klein sports bra. then i message anthony.

av- hey bebe
a- hi vaniii
av- want to come over?
a- sure be over in 15 <3
av- perfect, i love you!
a- i love you more

i need to clean up and unpack dang it. he'll understand. i make my bed and pull out my suitcases to unpack them just to repack them. i have to bring a lot of clothes.

i hear a knock on the door. i realize i'm in a sports bra. i check the peep hole and see anthony. i open the door. he sees me in my sports bra and runs in and bear hugs me and closes the door. he kisses my cheek multiple times. "i missed you." he squeezes me.

he puts me down and looks at me. he then places his lips onto mine. i kiss back. but we only share a short kiss. then he takes off his shoes and walks over to my bed to lay down. "sorry my room is a mess." i say as i walk in. "babe i don't care what your room looks like, i care about you." he opens his arms for me. i go and fall into his arms. he hugs me against his chest. "i missed you." i say as i smell the scent of his cologne.

anthony and i cuddle and catch up for awhile. then he helps me pick out some of my outfits for playlist and for baecation. i'm excited. "bebe." i say as i am sitting on the ground fold in my clothes. "yes ava?" he looks down from my bed. "i want attention." i say in a clingy manner. he laughs. "come cuddle with me, we can watch a show." he says. i agree. i get up onto the bed and lay in his arms and put on 'love is blind' it's one of my new shows. anthony cuddles his body next to mine. i run my hands through his hair.

an episode of my show just ended and ant is asleep. he's such a baby. i click onto another episode of 'love is blind' i rub my acrylic nails against his shoulder. he's so cute.

half way through the show anthony jolts awake. he sees me and smile. he kisses my cheek and cuddles his head onto the side of my neck. i chuckle as anthony places small kisses against my neck. anthony wraps his arms and me and cuddles his body against mine. the warmth from his body makes me feel safe.

"okay i'm awake now." he says as he kisses my cheek. i laugh. "well good morning." we both laugh. he places his lips against my lips. his lips are so soft. i run my hand through his hair. he has his hands are on my back. anthony kisses down from my lips to my neck. he kisses down until my collar bone. he then gives me a small hickey under my collar bone.

he comes back up and laughs. "did you give me a hickey?" i ask him. he laughs and nods guiltily. "anthonyyyyy." i say as i leave the bed to go look at it in the mirror. i see a little bruise it's so obvious. ughh. i'm not mad just it's not good timing. anthony walks over to the mirror and hugs me from behind. "i'm sorry." he says in a little kid voice.

i want to just move on and except it but i don't feel i am pissed but i'm not mad. i break out in tears. anthony just hugs me, he seems confused. but he just holds me info his chest. all of my emotions just come flowing out. i can't even hold them in. my legs get numb and i cant stand no more. anthony catches me before i fall to the ground. he leads me down to the ground and sits with me in his lap against his chest. i feel like a baby in his arms.