Past.Present.Never❥Book 1❥ TVD [on-hold]

04

❝I know I'm missing something, but I don't know what it is❞

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As I layed in bed I thought about my history with the originals. The fifty years I spent with them, the love and joy I shared with one of them. I couldn't help but think back to my goodbye letter, that i planned to give before the event that led to my absence.

Dearest  loved,

              I saw that you were perfect and so I loved you, I saw that you weren't perfect and I loved you even more. But I can't do this anymore, us, you. You've become ruthless and heartless. But someday you and I won't be fighting those narrowing miles.. Cause anybody capable of love is capable of being saved. But all the evil, all the deaths, No more excuses. It just doesn't feel right anymore. Let me go.

                                                                                            -Love

When I left. All the love in that note had dissapered. I hoped for him to find it on my pillow as he woke up in the morining. But I never got the chance his words rung through my mind. "Love is a vampires greatest weakness. She's nothing more than a distraction"
Like bricks those word still hit. Never will I ever forget confronting him seconds after saying that, I slapped him with all my power and left out the door. That hatered never left.

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"So steffy what were you gonna ask me for help with?"

Damon Laughed entering the room heading straight for the Bourbon "She would never do it"He exclaimed

"Spill" I said clasping my hands

"With Elijah in town, and Klaus right behind him. We need to be cautious, They took Elena once they'll try to take her again"

"And....."I said waiting for the part that involved me

"How ya feel about school?"Stefan Asked

I blinked "Excuse Me?" "--your not serious right?"I asked Stefan but didn't wait for an answer "Damon please tell me he is not serious" I said pointing towards him.

"Trust me he's serious" Damon replied with a light chuckle.

"--Look, something can happen to Elena. I can't be there to protect her, but you can Faye, you'll have a better chance" Stefan said with pleading eyes

I rolled my eyes and groaned "On my to do list= Protect the newest Doppelbitch for my idiotic brother that will end up getting himself killed" I said sarcastically

"You'll help?!" Damon said surprised "You were much more stubborn back then Faye" Stefan said also shocked.

" You're obviously In love with this girl, and though I'm not happy about it given the history we have with Petrova's. But you'll do anything to save her and apperently she makes you happy. And well Younger brother, if she makes you happy then I will protect her, even if that means being a 'human' in a school filled with vulnerable blood bags." I said wwith a light sigh. Stefans next act surprised me though as he hugged me while picking me up. I didn't hug back nor, did I desire to.

"Eh, eh, eh there are rules" I said as Damon chuckled watching this play out.

Stefan looked hesitant " Here we go, what is it?"

" Well you  being Mr. Bunny Killing St. Stefan, I have to give out a set of rules" I began. "Numero Uno, Don't try to give me animal blood, Dos, Don't even try to give me a lecture on humanity. Tres, I shall not be held responsible for any dead or hospitalaized townspeople"

"Are we clear?" I asked looking at Stefan.

"Faye--"Stefan Sighed

"Stefan" I mocked

Stefan hesitated before saying  " Fine."

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Two weeks thats how long I've been in this town. I have settled a bit. The only places I ever went to were the forest and the Grill. If I wasn't there I was at the boarding house watching Teen Wolf, Once upon a Time, and supernatural. Drinking Away the boredness and occasionally doing Tarea.

Thats how life for me was, I was perfeclty fine with it being that way for a while. But as always weekends came to an end. As Damon opened My curtains, the sunlight hit my face as I jolted up.

" Morning Sunshine" Damon said with a smirk

" Go to hell" I muttered with a very pissed look on my face.

" Come on, time to go play Human teenage High Schooler with St. Stefan" Damon said with his arms crossed.

I groaned "Fineeee" I said moving to my right which resulted in me falling towards the floor. Damon Just laughed as I spoke tiredly " Be a good brother, and pick me up." he just responded with an " Thought you hated me " I just groaned getting up slowly.

"I didn't fall, I attacked the floor" I said with sarcasm. Damon Chuckled as he left my room.

I showered, dressed and did my makeup. Slipped on my black heels and leather jacket. Stefan insisted on driving me.
As we arrived towards School people still glanced our way wondering how we are twins. It made me smirk how people were fasinated by the simplist of things these days. Stefan met up with the 'Scooby Doo' gang, as I like to call them while I walked straight to class.

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History was mainly pretty boring, considering I lived through the main lesson. I was currently reading @Vividparacosm  's Teen wolf fan-fic when something caught my attention.

"1901 was I pretty eventful year for Mystic Falls. It was quite Gruesome, about 100 people turned out dead" Alaric began saying

I leaned over my seat muttering not just for myself but for Stefan to hear " I suppose I had more fun then they did" Stefan glanced at me shocked but decided not to question.

" Legend has it, that a vampire. A female Vampire in fact was so heartbroken, from a past relationship that she went on a murder spree.They named her The Rosa" Alaric began

" --erhm uh No, with all due respect thats not true....Legend said that a vampire with the initials           ' F.M.S' was angry, torn and broken that she snapped. Getting her temper from her father she killed not 100 people but 103 people" I said with a light smirk as Ric looked at me shocked

"--I never heard of that theory," He answered " But of course the supernatural is fake, Vampires don't exist and in 1902 Louis Lonser was arrested for the murders" Alaric continued

Class got boring  so I just ditched and headed My way to the Grill.

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The Grill was fairly busy for a Monday morning. I sat toward the back corner, Trying to Avoid as many people possible. I continued reading Sage and brousing through my news feed.

Rain was pouring and for once I was actually enjoying my morning.As long as I wasn't annoyed I'd be fine. But when Someone Sat Across I looked up ready to scowl them. But I found myself staring at my once ever Best Friend.

"Elijah" I stated Surprised

The Original Vampire gave me a warm Light smile " Hello Fayelena"

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TWO MORE CHAPTERS TILL KLAUS IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...THE LACK OF COMMENTS AND VOTES ARE DEPRESSING GUYS LIKE I KNOW URE READING!!!!!!LOL I WILL ONLY BE UPDATING ONCE THIS WEEK BECAUSE ILL BE IN GEORGIA VISITING FAMILY AND YEAHHHHHHHHHH LOL... 

DEDICATED TO ONE OF MY BAES< LEXI CUZ SHE'S AMAZEBEANS

-LOVE ADA.