I don't know if you've seen all of this
I hope you have
I think
I don't know
Can I talk to you again?
I'm so scared too
I feel like you hate me
I'm so awkward
I'm so scared of you because I'm scared of being hurt by my own thoughts and insecurities again
I'm also scared of your friends
They seem so judgy which I can tell is not you
They seem like they would hate me and talk about me behind my back
But by saying that I'm making judgements
I don't even know them
But I'm still terrified of them
I let my mind get the best of me
Anyway
I got kinda off topic there
I'll ask again
Am I allowed to talk to you again?
I feel like since I messed up so many times in the past, I'm not allowed to
Since I'm a dry texter
And I don't respond the fastest
And I'm awkward
That I don't deserve another chance
Please
I need your validation
Your permission
That's such a strange thing to ask
I'm sorry
I'm gonna stop now
But
If you want, could you text me?
I miss you
Please, M
YOU ARE READING
life sucks sometimes
Non-Fictionthis is gonna be a rant book for when I feel sad or angry or any negative shit I feel like a burden to my friends so this is where I'll complain if you see this and know me from school/real life, DO NOT SHARE IT DO NOT TELL ANYONE ABOUT IT If you d...
