I miss you
So fucking much
We weren't even friends
Barely even knew each other
Yet I think about you everyday
I can't stop
I think I love you
And I don't want to
It hurts
I already failed once
I can't go back
You'll hate me
You probably already do
But I need you
I need to talk to you
To be around you
To be your friend
I just don't know how to be that
I'm so scared of you
For no good reason
Other than I'm afraid of failing
Of losing you
Of letting you down
Of hurting myself again
I'm so terrified of what they think of me
I hate that I don't know how to be me around you
Which is toxic
Which is bad
But I don't care that you're bad for me
I want you in my life
Please
Come back
Teach me how to love
YOU ARE READING
life sucks sometimes
Non-Fictionthis is gonna be a rant book for when I feel sad or angry or any negative shit I feel like a burden to my friends so this is where I'll complain if you see this and know me from school/real life, DO NOT SHARE IT DO NOT TELL ANYONE ABOUT IT If you d...
