I let her go
I did it
She touched me today
Like a hug
Nothing nasty you weirdos
Anyway
The point is
I felt nothing
I felt love but not the romantic kind
The platonic kind
The friend kind
She's my friend
Nothing more
Nothing less
I'm finally free from my own mind
From my own feelings
I broke the bond she never knew we had
I did it
And I couldn't be happier
I'm still awkward
That'll never change
But I finally can just be a normal person around her
I can finally be myself again
Obviously I'll always love her
She'll always be close to my heart
Because she was the first
The first girl crush I've ever had
The first real crush I've ever had
She helped me more than she could ever know
She helped me find myself
And I can never repay her
All I can do is thank her in these pages she'll never see
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life sucks sometimes
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