It's upsetting to know that from an early age it's all lead up to this. Contemplating my death. Deciding whether it's right to do this to my family again. The worlds too scary for me, i can't live like this. Scared that whenever i go out something bad will happen.
Im terrified when the wind blows through the branches near my windows. I get paranoid and stay up late at night to make sure nothing comes to get me as soon as i close my eyes. Living like this is no life at all.
2/3/20
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Dear Deppresion
Non-FictionDear depression, Do you really need to be a part of my life? Alot of these notes are old, some are recent. These can be triggering so please read with care. Aside from that this book follows along with some of my most hidden and deepest though...