Dear Depression,

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I suppose you were right when you said that no one would accept me for who i am. Last Friday i found out my friends can't see me as a guy because i don't meet their ideal version of one. I'm not very tall, nor do i have a deep voice. I don't do sports and i don't act "manly enough."

I wish would've known this before committing to any of these friendships . I don't understand what i did wrong. It was so hard to come out to everyone as trans, they lied.

Everyone keeps lying. Did i say something, did i not fit in right? Why can't i be accepted by my friends. Why do they lie. I can't tell anymore between who's good and who's bad.

This makes me want to die, it hurts so bad.

2-9-20

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