I suppose you were right when you said that no one would accept me for who i am. Last Friday i found out my friends can't see me as a guy because i don't meet their ideal version of one. I'm not very tall, nor do i have a deep voice. I don't do sports and i don't act "manly enough."
I wish would've known this before committing to any of these friendships . I don't understand what i did wrong. It was so hard to come out to everyone as trans, they lied.
Everyone keeps lying. Did i say something, did i not fit in right? Why can't i be accepted by my friends. Why do they lie. I can't tell anymore between who's good and who's bad.
This makes me want to die, it hurts so bad.
2-9-20
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Dear Deppresion
Non-FictionDear depression, Do you really need to be a part of my life? Alot of these notes are old, some are recent. These can be triggering so please read with care. Aside from that this book follows along with some of my most hidden and deepest though...