I've relapsed three months into the year, what a record. I've done just about everything I said i'd quit. I began getting high and drinking again. I hurt myself tonight. God do i want to forget. I want to go back and stop. But even so i feel nothing. I don't understand why it didn't hurt, why couldn't i feel upset. I feel so pathetic.
3-21?-20
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Dear Deppresion
Non-FictionDear depression, Do you really need to be a part of my life? Alot of these notes are old, some are recent. These can be triggering so please read with care. Aside from that this book follows along with some of my most hidden and deepest though...