Dear Depression,

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I've relapsed three months into the year, what a record. I've done just about everything I said i'd quit. I began getting high and drinking again. I hurt myself tonight. God do i want to forget. I want to go back and stop. But even so i feel nothing. I don't understand why it didn't hurt, why couldn't i feel upset. I feel so pathetic.

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