The Secrets of His Blood (Yaoi/Mpreg)

~The Inspirations~

Hello! ＼(⌒▽⌒)

I was at the middle of writing the next chapter when I thought of sharing the two songs that inspired me to write this story.

Well, like some people, I use music to recharge or to simply denote,

"Don't talk to me, my brain's dead at this moment." (￣▽￣)/♫•*¨*•.¸¸♪

But in some cases, music also makes my imaginations run wild and here it is,

the lyrics of both these songs really captivated me and they gave birth to this story.

Shot in the Dark - Within Temptation

I've been left out alone like a damn criminal
I've been praying for help 'cause I can't take it all
I'm not done, it's not over
Now I'm fighting this war since the day of the fall
And I'm desperately holding onto it all
But I'm lost, I'm so damn lost

Oh, I wish it was over and I wish you were here
Still I'm hoping that somehow

'Cause your soul is on fire, a shot in the dark
What did they aim for when they missed your heart?
I breathe underwater, it's all in my hands
But what can I do? Don't let it fall apart
A shot in the dark

A shot in the dark

In the blink of an eye I can see through your eyes
As I'm lying awake I'm still hearing the cries
And it hurts, hurts me so bad
And I'm wondering why I still fight in this life
'Cause I've lost all my faith in this damned bitter strife
And it's sad, it's so damn sad

Oh, I wish it was over and I wish you were here
Still I'm hoping that somehow

'Cause your soul is on fire, a shot in the dark
What did they aim for when they missed your heart?
I breathe underwater, it's all in my hands
But what can I do? Don't let it fall apart
A shot in the dark

A shot in the dark
A shot in the dark
A shot in the dark
A shot in the dark

I feel you fading away
I feel you fading away
I feel you fading away
I feel you fading away

'Cause your soul is on fire, a shot in the dark
What did they aim for when they missed your heart?
I breathe underwater, it's all in my hands
But what can I do? Don't let it fall apart
Oh, your soul is on fire, a shot in the dark
What did they aim for when they missed your heart?
I breathe underwater, it's all in my hands
But what can I do? Don't let it fall apart
A shot in the dark

A shot in the dark
A shot in the dark
A shot in the dark
A shot in the dark

Dangerous - Within Temptation feat. Howard Jones

I know I won't change, I have tried
Was feelin' so caged, hands tied
I can't find anything feelin' so right
It's blindin' hope.

The Reaper is close, seen his smile
A matter of time, can't deny
I won't turn around, 'round, 'round
This destiny's mine

The countdown has begun
The walls are fallin' down
My life is on the line
The freedom is mine

It's dangerous to sacrifice
It makes your blood run to throw the dice
It's dangerous, it's what you like
It's what you'll die for to live this life

We're goin' on and we'll never stop
We're goin' on till our worlds collide
It's dangerous, so dangerous, dangerous.

I know it's not safe, close my eyes
I search for the edge of life
'Cause that's the only place I'll ever find
That makes me whole

A thief in the night, out of sight
It's out there waiting to ignite
The fever will rise, rise, rise
Taking over my mind

The countdown has begun (Countdown has begun)
The walls are fallin' down (Walls are fallin' down)
My life is on the line (Life is on the line)
The freedom is mine.

It's dangerous to sacrifice
It makes your blood run to throw the dice
It's dangerous, it's what you like
It's what you'll die for to live this life

We're goin' on and we'll never stop
We're goin' on till our worlds collide
It's dangerous, so dangerous, dangerous

Nothing matters anyhow, it's like I'm floating off the ground
Into the hands of air I dive, rays of light flashing by
Like the time is slowin' down, when the world is out of sight
All the memories in my mind won't leave me behind

It's dangerous (Dangerous)
It's dangerous (Dangerous)
It's dangerous

It's dangerous to sacrifice
It makes your blood run to throw the dice
It's dangerous, it's what you're like
It's what you'll die for to live this life

We're goin' on and we'll never stop
We're goin' on till our worlds collide
It's dangerous (Dangerous)
So dangerous (Dangerous)
Dangerous

♪♬((d⌒ω⌒b))♬♪

I listen to a wide range of artists from Enya, Enigma, Alan Walker, Svrcina, Karmina... to Ava Max, Mamamoo and so on... Really depending on my mood. But at times that a certain creature is able to make me angry (which is sooooooo rare since my patience is longer than the Nile River), I listen to Christian songs to pacify me. (Please don't judge me for writing yaoi. Not that it really matters if you do though, I'll still continue to write. Hihihi!  ╮(︶▽︶)╭ )

But recently, I'm addicted to these two songs that they are on a loop already. I'm not sure if you'll like them but I hope you will. ♡( ◡‿◡ )

So there, if The Brave Sacrifice is being inspired and written with 70% compilation of real life experiences of me and the people around me, The Secrets in His Blood is being written 80% based on these two songs, and just a tinge of some real life experiences.

And oh, I'm not dropping The Brave Sacrifice. I'll be updating it very soon, too. Maybe, the day after tomorrow.  __φ(．．)

Another update of this story will be released tomorrow. I hope you'll continue to read, vote and hopefully, comment as well. Thank you, thank you!!! (=^ ◡ ^=)