ALONE j.g.

Chapter 19

We soon reach Cams house. We both get out and walk up to his house.

"Come on let's go upstairs and take a nap" Cam says

I nod in response. We both go upstairs and jump into his bed as I instantly cuddle with him.

As I lay in his arms I replay what happened today. I loved seeing them all together being happy, even if I did ignore them the whole time.

I missed them. While I think this my phone vibrates. I pick it up to see what it says.

From Jack: To Rhianna
Meet me at the park. Please I'm begging you, I need to talk to you.

I argue with myself on going or not. I can't help but wonder what he has to tell me.

Before I can ask Cam he's already asleep next to me. I huff in annoyance and decide I'll go.

I slowly and gently untangle myself from Cams body and get put of bed.

I grab my phone and write a letter incase Cam wakes up. Once I'm finisj I grab my phone and walk to the park.

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When I arrive at the park I see a male figure sitting on the swings slowly rocking themselves while looking directly at the ground with disappointment

I slowly make my way toward it knowing it was Jack. He hears my foot steps and shoots his head up. A smile grows on his face.

"Hey" he said softly

"Hi"

"How are you?" 'besides my best friend dying I'm great' I think to myself

"Jack why did you want me to come?" I ask impatiently

"I want to know why your ignoring me, why your ignoring us" I stay silent.

"You can't just do that to us!" he snapped

"Why does it matter, please just do yourself a favor and leave me alone!"

"You can't just come into my life and expect me to just forget about you. No matter how hard I try we both know that's not a possibility!"

I'm starting to get annoyed so I begin to walk away but I'm stopped by him pulling me back by my wrist.

"Why do you do this? Why do you push away anyone who tries to help you?" Jack says

"Jack you wouldn't understand, no one would understand I'm just better off alone."

"Then explain it, let me understand"

"That's the thing, I can't" I say looking down "I should get going, Bye Jack"

"Please don't leave,"

"Jack"

"No Rhianna, please I'm begging you" he says desperately " I can't imagine my life without you"

" I'm sorry Jack"

"Please Rhianna, I- I love you"

"Jack stop you don't love me, I'm can't be loved, Jack you'll find someone who'll make you happy but that person isn't me, bye Jack" I say.

I walk up to him and give him one last passionate kiss before walking away, hoping I won't see Jack again after this.