1 week. 1 whole week full of sympathetic strangers and pity. I hate this.
I just want to be left alone.
I haven’t talked to Jack since we had that fight and he sure hasn’t talked to me.
I miss him but I can’t do anything about it.
I sigh as I take a seat. I pull out my things for class and fiddle with my pen while I stare out the window.
I soon hear people enter the room and laughing.
I look up and see Jack with a girl.
She had blonde curly hair and blue eyes. She was gorgeous. I think her names Leigh.
In all honesty it hurt a bit but I was relieved. She seemed like a nice person and he seemed to make him happy which was the opposite of what I do.
Sammy enters the room and gives me a normal smile not one of those fake sympathetic ones.
He’s the only person I properly talk to. He tries to treat me as normal as possible because he knew I hated the attention.
He sees my bag in the chair next to me. He simply picks it up and dumps it on the floor.
“Rude” I say. He just laughs and shrugs his shoulders.
“Do you wanna come to the mall after school, just us two?”
I haven’t been out for 3 weeks and I didn’t want to change that.
“No”
“You don’t have a choice, I’ll wait for you by your locker after school” he says as he kisses my cheek and gets up to go see JJ and Jack before class starts.
I blush slightly and look down. Wait wtf. Why am I blushing?
I look up in Sams direction and see he’s already looking at me. He sends me a wink while I playfully roll my eyes and smile while looking down again.
I look and see Jack glaring while the girl he’s with is talking to JJ.
I roll my eyes and look back down at my book.
The teacher comes in and Sammy comes to sit next to me again.
He begins to play with my curls as I lay my head on the desk.
“I’m tired” I complain
“Aw poor baby” he teases
“Shut up”
“Well at lunch time I’ll let you rest for once” he says
“So thoughtful Sammy” I say sitting up again
“I know, I mean I’m a nice guy”
“Don’t get cocky”
“Me? Cocky? Never.” He says
I roll my eyes and lean my body against him. He continues to play with my hair. It was honestly really soothing and I was slowly drifting off.
I block out the class and fall asleep.
I soon jump up to the sound of the bell.
Sammy sees this and begins to laugh.
“Shut up it wasn’t that funny”
“Yes it was dude you should have seen your face” I begin to pout “Aw don’t pout princess”
I roll my eyes and playfully push him.
As we walk up and down the hall way I still receive sympathetic looks.
“I’m seriously sick of this” I say
“Of what”
“People and there stupid looks I feel like yelling at them to stop”
“Well you have to understand that they’re worried about you”
“How can they be worried about me when I’ve don’t even speak to them”
He doesn’t respond
“Exactly, it’s just annoying” I say
“Well what did you do when this happened last time?”
“Moved here”
“Are you thinking about moving again?” he finally response
To be honest I was. I already bought an apartment and looking at schools in LA.
“Yes, I’ve already bought an apartment in LA” I say. He gives me a suprised look and remains quite
“Well I’ll miss you” was all he said
“I’ll miss you too but I promise to stay in contact” I say
“When are you leaving?”
“At the end of the week.” I mumble hoping he didn’t hear me.
“WHAT!? I only have a week left with my best friend”
“Sorry”
“Don’t be sorry of course I’m angry that you didn’t tell me sooner but if you think it will make you happy then I won’t stop you but you have to keep in touch” he says
I smile and give him a kiss on the cheek.
“Thank you”
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ALONE j.g.
Fanfiction‘It's not like I want to be alone, it's just I don't want to get hurt. ’ (currently being edit)
