I wake up in Cams arms and replay what happened last night. After I left Jack I went back to Cams.
“Good Morning” I say to Cam
“Morning” he says.
“What do you want to do today?” he asks
“Kinda just wanna have a lazy day”
“Good because that’s what I was hoping.” He says with a laugh.
We spend the day eating and watching movies while I dread for tomorrow. I knew I’d have to do what I always did and ignore Jack and the incident that happened last night. I knew he didn’t love me and if he did I knew I couldn’t love him in return and that’s not fair on him.
But I can’t get him out of my mind. The more I think about him the more I envy to see him and wishing that I could have his lips on mine.
I can’t believe he said he loved me. What is wrong with him? How could he just dump that on me? Did I feel the same?
It doesn’t matter if I do because I won’t be talking to him again.
I’m snapped out of my thought by Cam wiping some ice cream on my face. I glare at him while he laughs. While he’s laughing I take the chance to snatch it off him. He stops laughing and gives me a serious look.
“Rhianna no” he says sternly, I give him an innocent smile and scoop ice cream up in my spoon.
He gives me a warning look before I sling the ice cream at him.
I begin to laugh while he smiles watching me.
Once I'm finish laughing I begin to clean up while Cam rested.
“I need to get some clothes for school tomorrow” I said.
He nods while I grab my keys and head out the door.
I arrive at home and quickly grab my clothes and make my way to Cams.
When I walk in I find Cam sleeping peacefully on the couch with soft snores coming out of his mouth.
I get changed and lightly shake him to wake him up.
“Come on, let's get to bed” I told Cam.
He nods his head while yawning and making his way to his bed.
I follow behind him and snuggle up to him.
“Goodnight beautiful, love you” he says
“Goodnight, love you more”
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I wake up the next morning and check the time hoping I don't have to get up yet, but instead I'm disappointed by the clock .
I get out of Cams bed while I let him sleep. I quickly get changed and go into the kitchen to make Cam breakfast before I leave for school.
I look at the clock to find it's almost time for me to leave.
I run upstairs to grab my bag out out of Cams room to find him sitting up in bed.
“Good morning, I made you breakfast, it's in the kitchen and I currently have to leave for school” I say while I kiss his fothead and walk out.
“thank you and okay, have a good day ” he shouts
I walk out the door and begin to walk to school.
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I arrive at school hoping I wouldn't have to face him today.
I walk through the entrance and quickly make my way to locker without any disturbance which is weird.
I'm used to the boys swamming me as soon as I walk through the door.
Hopefully they've given up. I see them over by Jack's locker avoiding eye contact with me.
Well I guess I've finally won.
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Fanfiction‘It's not like I want to be alone, it's just I don't want to get hurt. ’ (currently being edit)