I wake up and quickly get ready for school. I grab my stuff and make my way out the door. I hop in the car and begin to drive to Cams.
I walk in not bothering to knock and make my way up to his room. I open the door to find Cams sleeping.
He looked peaceful as he slept. I decide to ruin the moment by jumping on his bed while singing/shouting ‘Steal my girl’.
He groans and puts his pillow over his head. I just laugh and kept going.
He hits me square in the face with his pillow. So I decide to stop.
“Good morning Cammy” I say leaning over him. He lets out another groan.
“Let me sleep, don’t you have school or something.” He says with his eyes still closed
“I do but you being my best friend means that if I have to wake up early so do you”
“Since when”
“Since always”
He laughs a bit before opening his eyes.
“Whatever”
“Okay well I have to go to school soon, I just wanted to come over and say good morning and I love you”
“Okay, love you too now piss off so I can get some sleep.”
I laugh and kiss his cheek before going down stairs and grabbing my stuff. I head out the door and begin to drive to school.
When I arrive I slowly make my way to my locker and grab my books out. I can feel someone’s eyes on me but I decide to ignore it.
As I’m walking to class someone trips me over. I roll my eyes and get up and continue walking.
I walk into class early and take a seat at the back of the room away from everyone before placing my bag next to me so no one can sit next to me.
Brittany soon enters the class room with her little group and glares at me.
During these couple of weeks she’s been ignoring me so I don’t know what I’ve done to piss her off all of a sudden.
She begins to walk up to me while swaying her hips.
“I herd your friends dying. I feel sorry for you not only has your boyfriend left you but now your best friend is about to as well. Why don’t you join your emo boyfriend, I’m sure you’d be doing everyone a favour and since you best friends dying no one will miss you.” She says with a bitchy smile.
I didn’t respond and just looked down.
“Brittany, fuck off and leave her alone” I hear an all to familiar voice say
“I’m just telling her the truth Jack, we were all thinking it”
“Seriously shut the fuck up before I make you”
She rolls her eyes before sitting down.
I could feel people staring. I knew what they were waiting for, they were waiting for me to break but I wasn’t going to break in front of them so I stormed out the classroom and ran down the hall.
I walked pass Sam who was making his way to class with his friends who I didn't know. I kept my head down and tried to cover my face with my hands so he couldn’t see the tears that were currently running down my cheek.
When I walk pass him I feel relief as I made it outside of the school and believing he didn’t see me but then I get startled when I feel a hand on my shoulder. I jump in surprised and try to jerk my hand away from Sam but his grip was too tight.
I collapse on the floor and begin to cry. He wraps his arms around me and rocks me back and forward. The fact that we’ve haven’t talked in more than a month and he’s still here.
“What happened?” he asked with a worried expression
“Brittany” I say
He nods. “She’s just jealous because you’re prettier than her and she’s not used to the competition”
I give him a ‘really’ look which makes him laugh.
“It’s true, and she’s probably pissed since the love of her life, aka Jack is in love with you”
“Okay firstly shut up and secondly Jack doesn’t love me” I say
“That’s bullshit and you know it” I roll my eyes feeling unconfutable with what he’s saying. Sam must have noticed since his change the subject.
“So what happened, what did Brittany say?”
“Well she brought up Shawn, again, and called him a fucking emo and then said shit about Cam and how I should just die and do everyone a favour and how no one would miss me since the only person who cares about me is basically dead anyway”
I begin to cry again as he rocks me in his arms again.
“Well I care about you and so do a lot of other people, just because she’s a jealous bitch and can’t take it when someone’s prettier than her”
I give him a small smile.
“Thanks”
“For what?” he asks
“For being here for me even though I practically ignored you for more than a month”
“Well I will admit it did piss me off but I understand, you don’t deserve to be hurt like this again, but you need to stop pushing us away”
I give him another sad smile before resting my head on his chest.
“Sam you don’t understand it’s for the best but I’ll make you a deal that I’ll still talk to you… occasionally”
He rolls his eyes before nodding.
“Well come on let’s go get some ice cream” I give him an excited smile and hop up. He laughs at my enthusiasm and begin to follow me as we walk to the ice cream shop.
We get there and get our ice cream. While I sit there shoving ice cream in my mouth while Sammy laughs at me.
“God I’ve missed you” he mutters while staring at me. I give him a smile. “Promise me you won’t do that to me again” I playfully roll my eyes.
“Fine”
I continue to eat my ice cream when I begin to get a phone call from a private number.
“Hello?” I answer
“Hello, is this Ms Connor”
“Yes?”
“This is Dr Smith from the Omaha Hospital, we need you in as soon as possible, and you have been requested by Cameron Dallas.”
“What happened, is everything alright?”
I hear the doctor sigh.
“Just please come as soon as possible we will discuss this when you arrive” with that he hangs up.
I look up at Sam with worried eyes.
“I need to go bye” I say
I sprint out the door and running to school while leaving Sam confused.
I quickly hop in my car and speed off to the hospital.
(A/N sorry I haven't updated this in a couple of days but anyway here's the new chapter)
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Fanfiction‘It's not like I want to be alone, it's just I don't want to get hurt. ’ (currently being edit)
