ALONE j.g.

Final Chapter

Rhiannas POV

I ignored Jack the rest of the night. I knew if I talked to him it would only make it harder for me to leave.

It was true I do love Jack but doesn’t change the fact that I’m bad for him.

Gosh why did I have to kiss him?

Stupid Jack and his perfect face and kissable lips.

I get up and walk away from the camp fire. I go closer to the water while I wrap a blanket around me.

I could hear their distance talking but shortly blocked it out. I lay back and look up at the stars knowing it was one of Cams favourite things to do.

I never properly understood why Cam loved them so much but right now I could.

With the waves crashing and the stars shining made me feel calm. It made me forget that tomorrow I was leaving the boys, leaving Jack.

I’m snapped out of my thoughts when JJ takes a seat beside me.

We stay in silent for a while.

I replay the moments of when JJ and I first met and how I was certain that we would be friends which was true but I had to ruin it.

“Hey” he says breaking the silence

“Hi”

“So you’re really leaving tomorrow” he says as he continues to watch the ocean

I give him a sympathetic look even though he’s not looking at me.

“Yeah” he remains silent so I decide to speak.

“Look JJ, I want to thank you”

“For what?” he asks confused

“For everything, you were my first friend here, you were always there for me, you tried so hard with me and you’re honestly one of the best’s friends I’ve had and I’m gonna miss you and the boys so much.” I say honestly

“Aw we’ll miss you to and I'm glad I could be apart of your life while you are in Omaha” he says with a smile.

Next thing I know we have our arms around each other as I lean my head on his shoulder.

I didn’t even realise I was crying until JJ slowly wiped my tears away.

We stay there a bit longer until he suggest we go back. I agree as we both get up and go back to the bonfire.

I can feel Jack eyes on me but I decide to ignore it.

“Guys I’m gonna go to sleep, night” I say

They all respond with ‘night sleep well’ and stuff like that. I soon drift off to sleep trying to figure out how I’m supposed to leave tomorrow.

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I wake up the next morning to the sound of waves crashing on the shore. I look down at the beach and see the sun is just about to rise. I slowly sit up and hug my knees while leaning my head against them.

As I begin to watch the sun rise from the ocean the thought of me leaving in a couple of hours came rushing to my head.

I didn’t know how I was going to leave them after the previous events but it was too late now to change my mind.

I guess I didn’t know how long I was sitting there because when I checked the time on my phone it was 8.

I decide to wake boys.