Thinker(not)bell

Life

Life is unfair, and it's happen to everyone. No exception, including me. I know it's my life, but I don't know until when I can get hold of this and pretend to be okay. It is already too hard when I see the people around me having a hard time, but, what can I do? All I could do just pretending that everything is alright. Even though I am not sure if I can keep continue to do that, because I think I am already on my limit. Can I just and all of this and rest from this world? Because, I think it could be better for everyone if I just gone from this world. Nobody need me. Nobody will get disadvantage if I am gone. I just hope that everything will be alright after my leaving. Even though sometimes I think it is okay to be not alright, because not everything in this world will go as we plan, there will be up and down at some point. It is all depend on how you look at that situation and condition.

Sunday, 1 November 2015
Wulan R.

I'm not okay. I'm afraid, but I don't know  why. In front of people I can pretend like it is nothing, like I'm alright. But, when I'm alone, it come to me again and again, like a nightmare that never come to an end.

Thursday, 5 March 2015
Wulan R.