Poems from a liar

Poems of a liar (washes&sets(

As time fades

And as my hope sets in becoming reality.

The sleep over

Comes my eyes and I see.

It was me causing the pain inflected on thy self.

Why should I blame others?

For my own doings?

For trying to reach when wouldn't extend my arm

In its grasps.

Yearning for a fresh start but found my self incapable.

As I see nothing coming with waiting and stillness.

Take not ask .

Steal nor borrow.

Take what's mine and claim what's ours.

Slowly as reality sets in nothing shall happen without the first step.

Forgiveness.

I forgive my self.

Responsibility to my own wrongs.

I take credit.

My own reality.

As I make my hopes burst with life.

My dreams spin around me like colors.

Paint the walls of my ones hollow White House.

That was my heart...

Take what's mine.

Acceptance.

It's me.

Courageous.

To step away.

As it slips and falling into my hands.

I am happy...

Onces lost in my coward.

Quiet with the loud.

Being loud trying to be heard.

Hear me now for I have spoken the words.

I am happy.

This is where...

My. Life. Starts.