Author's Note : **CHALLENGE** i will be having mini romance poems and the challenge will be to tell comment below the meaning. It's pretty fun but sometimes confusing I worked for weeks making it perfect and if you guys like theses and i will make more :) enjoy ;)
Clocks-Ticking
She's cold, more so still.
It's like everyone's thoughts are screaming at her.
Their chuckles mocking her . Their eyes judging her with every move she make.
She can feel his eyes on her.
But, its not judgment. If only she could disappear become transparent.
Just disappear.
To only be seen by the people who knew her...even loved her. She's scared.
She knows she can't disappear from him.
It's quiet in the room, the chilling silences scares them both. She tries to stay still but can't help but move around in her seat. She feels him watching her,dare to look back too see his eyes dart away.
Knowing he's been caught staring.
She's cold, very cold like his icy cold lips are kissing down her neck. Leaving a trail of goose-bumps behind. Waving his hands over her legs, she shivers at the thought of his touch.
Coming back to reality.
This image replaying in her mind, feeling the intensity of his touch from far away. that's all she ever felt when they were together. She breathes in a deep breath, smelling the crisp air of winter.
How she yearns for summer .
She looks at the clock once, twice, a third time. He looks at her once more. His thoughts grow more curious. She feels colder. He wonders why she staring at the clock, counting down the seconds.
The question consumes his thoughts as his imagination runs freely in his mind.
He needs her attention . Needs just a simple reason to talk to her or even catch her eyes by mistake. How he went mad over her warm brown eyes.
How he felt so safe looking into her eyes. He was perfect in her eyes. She takes another deep breathe. He watches as her chest expands and then relaxes. Some how its a reward for him.
She's still alive.
Or was she keeping him alive? Her breathing or even her single steady slow heart beats was a reason to keep him breathing to keep his steady heart beating. He finally gets her to look his way
. It's not enough for him. He couldn't help but need more then her eyes. He knew soon enough it would be her smile, her touch, her ever so gently kiss to keep him going.
She wonders when the madness will end. When the voice of love and lust would become mute. She looks up at the clock again. He looks up .
The endless fascination takes over him as he watches her again. As, she writes masterpieces he'll never see but what scares him to his core is what he'll never understand.
He won't understand that he is her inspiration. The reason for waking up in the morning. It scares her to think that someday the inspiration will be lost.
Like the sun behind the clouds, the wind beneath her feet. he's found a way to be far away from her.
But, still finds him self thinking of her .
Looking forward to her. She shivers from the another thought of him. Se's so cold.
So different.
Lost.
She's lost within her self.
Trapped within her own mind.
She keeps staring at that damn clock.
He's afraid she is waiting to leave.
No, he's afraid of her leaving
. She can't realize love..that makes her sick to her stomach scares her. That he's her love. She prays he won't come any closer.
Afraid her hopes of love will disappoint her again having it come crashing down . She won't understand the feelings she has for him. She knew it would always be him in the end .
As, he knew it would always be her . She feels his eyes on her again. Little does he know shes been watching him as well.
The clock ticks the final tock.
He watches as her mood changes as she packs up her things and leaves. He stops cold. He knows he's in love. It's her who he's in love with.
Realizing it can't be denied anymore. Knowing he won't see her again. She walks away. Not knowing that they are both in love with each other.
Not realizing they were soul mates.
So were do we go on?
Knowing we let the only chance of happiness behind.
Letting it walk away.
To be continued....
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