I always asked who am I.
Tired to be something im not.
groomed my self into the in perfect girl i never wanted to be.
I'm more fucked up then a year ago.
I thought that guys would fix it.
I hit so hard to the ground i thought drugs..
Hid my scars from the world and broadcasted it to the empty room i know sit it.
what makes you?
Hoping for a fairy tale ending.
Being like Bella and just waiting for Edward?
The slow sound of the paino keys , gently kiss my broke soul.
Who would I be?
Looking in the mirror and picuting some else.
To amgining the guy of my dreams holding me so close.
To hear his heart beat as he makes mine race.
As I slowly calm down.
What do we llive for?
Was I preety before?
Wishing for a father who was never their from the begin.
Thinking it was me.
I. AM. Beautiful.
Not. LIstening.
As i reach for the sun and jump for the sky.
I used to ask my self why me?
Well, good question.
I. Was. MADE.
I wont be sad for not being someone elses fantasy.
I. AM. Me.
And if you can't live and love it.
Then why are you still trying?
I love me.
SO LOVE ME BACK!
love you self
For what you really are....
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Poems from a liar
PoetryPoems on topics that everyone deals with. When your sad and want someone to understand read a poem and smile :P