He was suppose to change me. Suppose to make everything just a little better. I knew if i feel i could only be crushed. I didn't listen to my mind.
Emotions told me to take a risk. Told me to go with what i felt. And, some how i end up in the same boat as i did last year. even more confused then before. Once, again no reason...no comment just silence.
Left in the dark once again. Some way i'm not surprised in my actions. Some how i feel like i'm belong cock blocked for something much bigger. But, how can i give my self to someone when all they do is hurt me?
Pleading with god to change the out come and look in my future. Once again i'm ignored. Being cursed with a voice that no one can hear. Not able to share how i really feel.
Maybe he thought the same way. Or he didn't. I can't talk to him. I'm just swept into the dust pan of karma for something i don't deserve. So once again i'm hurt. But, what can i do?
Everyone hurts. I just wish it wasn't me all the time. I wish i could find someone. I wish he would just yell and say he's been waiting for me. Is there something wrong with me? Why can't i just be like every other girl. Why can't I be happy?
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Poems from a liar
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