Poems from a liar

Peoms from a liar ( He said He liked me )

Its like your falling.

Thinking you will be cached but your body just falls. with no ending. Thinking it would be a quick death only to wait.

I knew i shouldn't be interested in him.

I knew he would break my heart. That he would hurt me like they did. How they always did. How they used me, played with me. Only to walk pasted me like they didn't know me.

I never knew how much pain something so small could cause.

From one day to smile with the eyes of happiness and lust to not even a look my way with stone cold eyes. To swoop past me with inches apart. Not even a hello to even acknowledge that i exist.

That i made you smile.

I thought...i must've thought wrong for you to walk past and leave.

My heart burned and ached as I walked the hallway pasted you.

Fighting the erge to say " Wait! " wanting to say " I love you" wanting a chance for you to say it back. Acting like i didn't care comes freely to me. Not caring is not caring.

But, with you...

I felt it.

The love i never knew was ever there. I felt it i felt my heart being broken. How can i keep seeing you ? Having my heart beat in excitement only for it to drown in sadness as you walk past me again.

I can't sleep.

Sometimes, I wonder if you ever think the way I do. Think of me like I do toward you. Do you ever feel like stopping the world. Just for two seconds just to say " I love you.." It would feel like we stood there for hours but for those two seconds of heaven.

It felt real.

I felt safe.

He said he liked me.

And 24 hours later.

He walked pasted me like he didn't even know me.

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