This was too much, too much pressure for me.
I couldn't take it anymore.
My flight is scheduled 2 days from now. But it's not too late to reschedule it, right?
I had to at least give him a proper goodbye.
I couldn't face him in person, that was one thing I was sure of. I couldn't say goodbye to him through text or email, either. What could I do? Write him a letter?
I thought about it for a while and I realized that this may be my only option. I wanted to end my relationship with him right. But what should I say?
I sighed. Grabbing a pen and ripping a page from my favorite purple notebook, I started my letter, not knowing where to begin.
Dear Greyson,
I'm sorry for ending it. Us. But it was just too much pressure for me to take in. I love you, and you know that, right? I will never forget that wonderful journey you let me experience. You may not be my first love, and I know I'm definitely not yours, but I assure you, I will never forget the magic we had.
Things change. People lie, but the truth always comes out. I fell in love with Daniel Winslow, and I didn't have enough time to get to know Greyson Chance. You got to know the real me, but it's sad that I still don't know much about the real you. And I'm afraid that if I do, it's just gonna make everything more complicated. I'm sorry.
Unlike how I make it seem, I don't regret meeting you. You're one of the best things I've experienced in 17 years. No one has ever made me feel the way you do. I never thought that we'd end this way, but maybe there's something better out there for both of us. And think about it, long distance relationships don't always work out. Especially when it's with a celebrity.
So please do me a favor. Move on. Meet a girl, go on some dates, get married, even. Make the most of your life. Take risks. You'll never know what your life has in store for you. You'll be happier that way. You can go back to your fancy celebrity life and live that way as long as you like. Have world tours, concerts, mall shows, new music, autograph sessions, everything else you've missed for 3 years.
If you ever doubt yourself, or if you're ever scared, think of all the people who care for you. I hope you know that I'll always be one of them. Don't forget me.
I read it, reread it, looked at it again one more time until I finally decided to leave it at his doorstep.
I saw him inside his kitchen through the little window they have there. He was talking to his sister, Tammi, who I guess is really Alexa. I held back the tears my eyes were forming and quietly walked away. And it took me about that long until I remembered that I had left it unsigned. I was about to go back until I saw Greyson looking out the window. At that, I decided to go home and never come back.
When I got home, I went online and rescheduled my flight, first thing tomorrow morning.
I'm starting a new life, and it better be worth it.
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Once again, unedited and written from my iPad. So please don't get mad and I'm sorry if there are a lot of mistakes here. And I know it's really short so yeah, please don't get mad at me... Anyway Enjoyyyyyyyy! :DD
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Running Away (A Greyson Chance Fan Fic)
FanficWhat would you do if you were friends with a celebrity and didn't know of it? What if you fall in love? And what if that celebrity is Greyson Chance? Mia MacAller's life turned fully upside down when she meets the guy of her dreams, Greyson Chance...