𝐒𝐌𝐇 | bts crackfic ✔️

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hali brushed her teeth and put on a cactus-aloe vera repair and brightening face mask on. she tucked herself into bed and plopped her computer on her lap, putting in the flash drive. she waited a bit before a file popped up on the screen. she rubbed her chin and clicked 'view video'.

a sleepy jungkook appeared, the word 'loading...' over his nose. "why did jimin give me this?" she wondered. the author refreshed the page and jungkook finally started with a stressed sigh.

"today is september 2, 2018. it's currently 1:36 am." he paused, spaced out. he groaned, leaning back in his chair as he covered his face. he let out a low 'fuck' under his breath.

the video cut and jungkook was facing the camera again. "i...i had a dream. i had a dream that i lived out a whole year. i dreamt every single fucking day. every single fucking moment. that makes no sense but- i don't know anymore! it felt so real...all those feelings i had in this dream, the emotions- there's no way this wasn't real. i- and there was this girl.." jungkook bit his lip as a tear rolled down his cheek. he stood up from his chair pacing around.

the video cut to him sitting in silence with tear stained cheeks and puffy eyes. "hali. her name was hali. i can't- there is no way i can make this shit up in my head??? her favorite color is purple, she loves to stay home when it rains and watch through the window, she sits in the shower fully clothed when she's sad, she fucking loves mangoes, she likes playing with my hair and it pisses me off, and she's innocent but so fuckinG DIRTY BUT AND THATS WHY I L-" jungkook looked up at the camera with sad eyes and a broken smile. "that's why i loved her."

"in my dream, she passed away before i could tell her that. i-it sounds silly but..i will regret for the rest of my life not telling her sooner, even if it was a dream. all these memories from the dream are so vivid..they feel like real memories. i don't know. maybe i'm fucking crazy. maybe i'm delusional. maybe i'll see a brown haired short girl named hali walking around walmart next year. i don't fucking know at this point. i'm exhausted. why the fuck did i even record this? i'll probably fucking throw it away." he tiredly rolled his eyes and reached for the camera. it took him a couple seconds to find the button and then the video ended.

"i'm glad you didn't throw it away, kook."