What it's like to be awkward.

New years resolution

Year 7 seemed so hard...

*flashback*

''Oh my god guys, we're at the top of the school!''
" yeah I can't believe we are year sevens!!"
"Guys look at those year sixes! They're so cute!"
"Aaawwwwwwhh"

*ok flashback is ending now...*

Needles to say, my friends and I all thought we we're pretty cool...
Two years ago it was our last year of primary school.
Elise, Crystal and I were so excited to finally be at the top of the school, after hearing all about how awesome it is.

Walking into the classroom wasn't as easy as we thought it would be. See, we thought we could just walk in and casually do whatever, since, you know, we were the oldest therefore most awesome. But, even though we thought we were pretty cool, the teachers didn't...

We got given the run down on the first day, in other words, what shit the teachers will and won't put up with.

On the first day, I carried on my tradition, meaning, I found out who I hated in the class and who I thought were dickheads.

I know that's not a positive thing to do...but...what can I say? I'm judgemental.

Don't worry! I found people I liked too!

Anyway, the people I thought were dickheads, were actually really funny, so once again, I judged waaaaay too quickly! Except for Georgia Roberts...I was right about her...

Anyway,
You're most likely thinking back and wondering...
'Wait...where the hell did Lilly pop off to?'
Well, it's ok! Don't worry! She's not dead or anything...uhh if that's even what you were thinking?

Anyway!!

We met Lilly on the first day, she was the new kid. When I first met her, the first thing I noticed was her stained green hair (which to this day is still green...well not really but it's fun to piss her off about)

She was extreeemmlleeeyyy shy!

To be honest, I was kind of thinking
'She won't fit in with us...we are weirdos...'

BUT as we got to know her better, and she became more comfortable with us, I realised...its ok... she's an idiot too.

Right now would most likely be a good time to explain why school was so 'hard' right?

Ok then.

It all started with the twelvie drama (imagine the cool whooshy sound the movies make when someone says 'it all started when...')

'Twelvie drama?' you say.

Yes. twelvie drama.

I believe, in the dictionary, page 111114, that the correct meaning for this is:
'When two best friends fight over a guy they both like, but CLEARLY Scarlett likes him more'

So yeah, uhh don't actually look it up, trust me, that's what it says...

I don't really have to go into more detail than that, do I?
But I will anyway, cause I like talking.

My best friend Crystal and I liked this guy named Mark.

Mark was one of the funny people that I thought was a dickhead at the start of the year...awkward...

Do you want to know why I thought he was a dickhead?

You: no not really

Ok great! I'll tell you

Ready? Ok..

The teacher asked him if he was shy and he said no.

...That's it...

Does this prove my point of being judgemental?...

Anyway as the year dragged on I realised I really liked him..BUT I was stuck in the friends zone, cue the 'aw good try' actually no don't cue that. Ever.

But anyway my best friend at the time, Crystal, decided that she liked him too, which of course doesn't matter, but at the time it did.

There isn't much more to say than we didn't talk for a while *cough* cause we had a massive go at eachother on kik *cough*

*facepalm* I really can't believe that happened...

So that was the twelvie drama.

I'm glad to say that we made up super quick and laughed over the whole thing, but the moment someone brings it up, it's dukes up and we're ready to rumble!

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New Years eve, I made a New Years resolution...
I decided that for year 8 I would focus on my school work and have no dramas.
I decided that I wouldn't allow myself to crush on some stupid guy again, and definitely not 'fight' with my friends again, because even though we can laugh about it now, it was a terrible experience.

What I'm not so thrilled about is...

I was unable to keep my New Years resolution...

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Just a quick authors note!
Hey everyone/anyone who's stuck here and continued to read this hahah

I'm thinking about changing the title to 'welcome to my life' or 'Scarlett's mess' instead of charlottes web? Get it? Get it? No? Ok...

Hahah uhhhh but yeah, tell me what you think, if you can think of something or if you like the title how it is, tell me! Thanks guys
-Amber x