i love you but can I trust you?

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Jungkook and I enter his house.
He quickly shuts the door behinds us. I try and
process why he wanted to get me here so fast.
Jungkook turns around to me "Why?" Kook
questions me with a look of disappointment...
or could that be sadness? "Why what, baby?"
ask him back genuinely confused.

I'm the one that should be asking him why.
He just killed my friend and now tomorrow
he'll be an vampire.

"You know what! You didn't deny him!
You let him kiss you!" Jungkook shouts
at me. Fuck, he saw that. I gulp nervously
"Kook," I huff out. "I'm sorry," I say quietly,
my body tensing up in fear. I know the types
of things, Kook can do when angry.

"Fuck your apology!" he yells as he shoves
me into the wall. The wind got knocked out
of me for a second.

I groan in slightly pain, I glare at him in
disbelief. My breath speeds up out of panic,
what is he gonna do to me? "We tell each
other yesterday that we love each other,
and you go and let another guy kiss you?"
Jungkook pauses. "That is so.. foul. I haven't
stopped loving you even though I thought...
you were dead" his tone gets weaker. He
sounded so vulnerable.

"How could you... Jimin?" Jungkook's
voice breaks as he was speaking. Why was
he being so emotional? Tears began to drop
onto Kook's face, his ears were a bright pink
and he was biting his lips. He was actually
hurting.

Then I suddenly remember reading that
notebook Chin-Mae gave me a while back.
Vampires emotions are double of what
a human feels, particularly anger, love and
sadness.

I took slow steps over to the emotional
Jungkook, I had no idea what his next move
would be. I then stood in front of a crying
Kook, I couldn't believe my eyes. He was
crying, not in my wildest dream, would I
imagine him like this.

I don't like the way he looks being in this
state anyway. I very much rather a pleasant
Jungkook, a Jungkook who would laugh and
joke around with me. The flirty and sly, Kook.
Him smiling just would brighten my day... that's
all I ever wanted for him. But now he's crying
because of me.

Kook didn't even attempt to spare me a glance.
He scrunched his eyes closed and his head was
facing the ground. "Baby..?" I whisper softly,
peering up at him and he sniffles. I place my
hands tenderly on his face.

I lean forward, placing a small kiss on to
his forehead, I pull Kook forward and he
rests in head on my shoulder. "Kook.. you
have to believe me. All of this is just a misunderstanding" I tell him. I stroke his
smooth, brown locks delicately.

Jungkook's breathing began to slow down.
Suddenly, I felt him.. grinning? "Fucking
foolish humans" Jungkook growls with a
menacing tone, I quickly lower my arms from
his head and try to move back but Jungkook
already had a tight grip on my hair. "Jungko-"
Kook cuts me off.

"Jimin, do you actually love me?" he pulls
me close to his face. "Please...answer me
truthfully" he says with a spine tingly tone.
My breathing hitched and my head began to
ache since he had such a tight hold on my hair.
"Of course I love you!" I say in pain, Jungkook clenches his jaw, looking at me as if he didn't
believe me.

"Kook, for the past three years, I've only
thought of you as a lover" I confess,
Jungkook grip barely gets weaker and his
harsh gaze and furrowed eyebrows began to
lighten up. "I couldn't even get into dating
because... I only ever have eyes for you" I let
out. Jungkook lets me free and his gaze was
now soft but... now he looks guilty.

We gaze into each other's eyes. I grant him a
small smile to tell him everything is fine now.
Jungkook glances at the floor "Jimin.." he says
then he looks back up to me with eyes that
threatened to start crying.

Jungkook's lips quivered as he looked me.
"Baby.. it's okay, I forgive you" I reassure him.

Jungkook wraps his arms around my waist,
pulling me closer to his body. I unconsciously
push my face into the crook of his neck "I'm
sorry, I just want you all to myself I guess" he
says. "I never want to harm you but I can't help
it" I look up, he looked back at me with so much
love in his eyes. I suddenly felt like crying.

How could I hurt an angel like him?

I slowly move in closer to Kook's face, once
he notices what I was striving to do. He
instantly closed our unwanted gap and smashed
his lips into my mines. The kiss was kind of
salty due to the fact that Jungkook was crying
a few minutes earlier. But I didn't mind it.

The kiss felt like Jungkook was apologizing
to me once again. His guilty and sadness were
pouring out into our passionate kiss.

But I was tired of all sadness tonight.

I deepened our kiss as I held onto my lover's
shoulders. I slowly lead him over to his couch.
Lightly shoving him onto the couch, and quickly
hovering over him.

"Ji-Jimin..what are you d-doing? Kook stutters
unexpectedly. I smirk "What I've been fantasizing
for three years," I tell him as I scan his body up
and down licking my lips. Jungkook gazes at me
with lust full eyes, I grin at him and I dip down
to capture his lips.

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