Done trying

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Im so tired of trying
Walking up everyday and living a monotonous life
Putting on a mask and hoping that someone will see past it
But no one ever does
Im exhausted, physically, emotionally, and mentally
Exhausted
I just want to let go
Forget my existence ever happened
Give in to the demons in my head that are telling me to leave
And that no one will miss me when I'm gone
I've been screaming for help and no one heard me
Life went on everyday and left me behind
So I'm sorry if I hurt you when I leave
But please understand that life is a heavy burden to carry
Like a ball and chain cuffed to my ankles
Dragging me further and further back
Im so tired of trying
So maybe I'll just stop

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