Broken Labels

chapter 20

I met up with her at the studio and did some pics. I still just wasn't into it.  My mind was elsewhere he was leaving in a couple days and I just wanted to back with him.  N" hey doll cmon come see your pics ".   I stood behind her an took a peak.  Me" they're great I love them ".   She could tell I wasn't thrilled.  Jared" we can do it over if you want to ".   I stood back and felt bad I was wasting their time and I just turned and left out the door.  I wasn't me. This wasn't what I wanted to do right now.  I couldn't explain it. They wouldn't understand anyways.   

I ordered a coffee and sat down outside  to enjoy some sunshine.  He was leaving and it killed me.  I needed to tell her that Shannon was moving out of state and I was thinking about going with him.  He was my heart I'd do anything for him.  In two days he was gonna be gone for good. To stay over from his past.  My phone went off and I looked it was him. Me" hey you ".   He laughed and said " so did you make up your mind? ".     I took a deep breath and looked over and seen Nina come out of the studio.   Me" um lemme call you right back ".   I got up as I pushed end on his call.  N" hey,  you ok doll? ".    Me" we need to talk ".  She stopped and said " what's wrong?".   Me" Shannon asked me to move away with him ".   N" where to?  Like around the corner somewhere? ".   I looked down and she could tell it wasn't close by.  N" out of state? ".   Me" to France ".    N" France?  Seriously?  What?  Why?  Why so far away?  We had a deal you and I are in this together!  Your gonna up and leave me for a man you barely even know? ". I was mad.  Me" how long have you known Jared? Hmm?  Not to long!  Don't tell me about Shannon!  "  N" I'm doing this with you right now I have work to do "  Me " that's all you care about is work!  What about me?  I wanna do what I want to for once! ".   N" are you calling me controlling?  I never forced you to do anything Julie!  Don't blame me! ".   Me" whatever go back to your man and have a great time! ".   N" have fun getting dumped by Shannon after you move in with him! ".     She walked in slamming the door.  I grabbed my keys and drove home and when I got there Shannon was standing inside  by the front door.  S" hey, everything ok? ".   Me" I'm coming with you, I will be ready to go in an hour ".  He smiled and came over hugging me tight and said " in so happy your gonna come with me ".    I kissed his neck and said " me too ".    I had no idea what was gonna happen. But he was worth it m